秀婷的私密日记

2008-12-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

Its already like coming the end of 08~ & i am stepping into the "22" era. BAH, how times files for my past 21 years. Maybe in a flash, i be a mum of 2!

*PS, is not going be SOON for that to happen KAY*

Celebrated Xmas with my Polymates just now. & some catch up =) Mel managed to join us this time, however, there are as usual afew who cant make it ar. BUT never mind, more to come next time :) Those presented today; MI, Boi, Mel, Von, Weijie, KW and Jimmy. Had Xmas present exchange and i got Mel =) Had three "happiness" towels which to add on my bundle of e happiness now =)

Came back from my Taiwan Trip wif Boi. Pixs to upload soon after i got it from him because most of the pixs are with him. Fair share of shopping (though ddnt buy much), TONS of eating and sight seeing! Colleague said i grew FAT le, but said i looked nicer! BAH. Think he just want to console me ba~

Some random photos that i had in my camera;

First Day Breakfast - Chix Hamburger. Bread is really Soft. BOI's contented face with his breakfast.

My breakfast - Ham and Cheese Crepe. Their Crepe is thinner and crispy! + my almond tea drink.

Went to Longshan Temple. Took a brief photo outside.

The small waterfall outside the Longshan Temple.

Went to this Storyland place where they had all the super long time stuff. Like as per above, it is a dental's chair. Looked like the present de, just that the equipment are more advanced.

Boi busy at work; grinding pepper.

US at the traditionally "chinese" medical shop. Where the drawers behind kept all the different herbs.

The modern camera VS the 1990s cameras

ME in the olden day classroom with a "classic" piano.

I am conducting lesson for....

A SUPER sian student as per shown above

Going to dye cum cut my hair tomorrow with my BRO~ hope it will turns nice. AND if everything goes well, should be perming my hair too =) going for a "farewell" family dinner tomorrow as BRO going to TAIWAN for a year. BAH, no one going to hear me complain or entertain me for a year le. & Boi joining us for dinner too, and is the first time meeting with my parents =)

NIGHTS PEOPLE!

RP Gathering - 18 Oct 08

2008-11-20T06:03:00.000-08:00

Know i havent been updating .. and its pretty long le from the last post. quite alot of events happened like... i am attached again =) but still very good friend with Daniel, meeting up here and there to catch up and chill. Life is pretty good nowaday..

Photos for my RP Gathering at Sentosa on the 18 Oct 08

Meet up with Von, her bf, lishan and makan at Seah Inn before in to Sentosa. Wejie, Jeff, KW + his gf joined us shortly. Played abit of fisbee & volleyball with Bo & nua in the sea too. Have been pretty long since i went down to the sea.. since my last diving trip like 2 yrs back or so?

Fangru joined us after that but happened that the sky is getting dark and started to rain soon after that. Pai Sei to her that she like wasted her money coming in. & the partners thingy too. coz yup, from your blog thought things are okay between u and him le. Apologized for letting u remembered the bad memories.

Von + her bf went off after that and we had move at vivocity with Jimmy & weijie's friend joining us. Watched Max Payne which is erm.. not very nice to my view. Dinner at HK Kim Gary after the movie and had a good chat wif e rest. Catching up etc.

My Vita Girl

Weijie, Lishan + Von with their CHEESE~

KW + GF (very sweet gal :))

The Chelsea FANS and the Mr BF who keep "suaning" Liverpool. :x

Me and Fangru :)

Our Pilot - Jeff who will be in Aust for 10 months.

Of course; me and mr yellow =]

us girls; cam whoring

lishan + von

Me and Fangru cam whoring in e cinema while waiting for the movie to start.

The very professional proven photographer! pix taken is just nice lor. HA

Fangru and Jeff at coffeebean while waiting for the movie.

to end it wif me + a very sleepy boi

Didnt manage to take photo of jimmy + weijie's friend. was too busy eating at the restaurant.BUT.. there will be next time. going plan a Xmas party too. SO RP's clan, please inform me if you cant make it for any date. Waiting for our Ms Carina to tell me when she cant first..

As usual, had a good time with you guys.. BUT, hopefully e rest like dabbies,mel, carina, grace, cynthia,shen yang will be able to come for the next outing ar!

Off to my lala land.

2008-09-19T21:16:00.000-07:00

I find this song very meaningful =) Random Thought..

梁静茹 - 我决定

坏习惯维持好几年
每次被你伤了装作没感觉
在一起久了什麼都随便了
心就这样慢慢被忽略
连要回家都看你心情什麼都是你说了才算
夜凉如水我忽然清醒体贴还不如一些任性

请让我一个人走路回去我说我可以就是可以
你真的不用表现担心就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定　
我决定今夜想想自己
我决定偶尔也试著去怀疑
是否你的决定我都只能同意

我不怕这样的结局
至少该怎麼做我自己决定
再如何伤心,都最后一次了
天在破晓之后, 最美丽
同个路口同一片天空
发现我已不会舍不得
在终於释怀的那一刻
找回了久违的快乐
请让我一个人走路回去　
我说我可以就是可以你真的不用表现担心
就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定　
我决定不再等待续集
我决定要在天亮之前冷静
让所有情节从此冻结在这里

就让我一个人走路回去　
我说我可以就是可以
你真的不用表现担心就省省力气
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再等待续集
我决定要在天亮之前告别

2008-08-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

I am bored now..so i going to do e quiz that lue had in her blog!

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Not very sure whether it reflects me ma.. :x seem like abit of yes and no!

Quiz - http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-08-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

Had a super tiring week again, but FUN!

Watch cyborg She on Friday with Brian. Had dinner at bosses, is quite good though =) though price maybe abit steep la. And e movie is nice -) sweet and have a nice ending. initally want to buy loretta's present but end up because we ate for quite sometime, ddnt manage to buy. And i finally find a guy that eat really slow too. HA. on par with a girl, or rather, i eat even faster than him la

Pei lijin to his amry's family day on sat mrning. Apologise to him for being so sleepy! SORRY! i think i practically yawn through e whole journey. super tired la, especially i reached home quite late on friday and woke up early on sat. took a bus home after tat and KO through it. and he is like worry i will sleep on e lady beside me lor. HA

Pei Brian for his friend's bbq at night, because he needs to bring someone ar, and cant find any. Althought most of his friends are quite old (>30), heng his mentor is a v comfortable guy to tok with. like talking wif my dad like tat ar.. -) so at least i am not so bored ar. Kind of awkward at there because e topics are like e economics stuff and all his friends thr are like e big shots la.. like watever company de management staff or wat de.. went dampsey - B&J after tat! first time to thr de B&J and totally enjoyed la! got dis live "Band" - a guy with his guitar singings all kind of songs; mandarin,english, cantonese! i love e cantonese best la! went to some ulu place around tanglin for prata and home!

Sunday went Comex early in e mrning with ling and hweeli! brought camera for myself and for lue's de birthday present. HENG! not so many pple as i expected, manage to try those cameras all tat ar! Thanks to ling la, because she is good wif camera specification, so rely on her to explain e tings to me -) brought canon for myself.. so i be flooding here with more pixs next time.. Mit up wif xhua they all again after tat at vivo to roughly tell them about e place they can go at BKK, and HOME finally!

Finally told my mum about e breakup, and i told her like broke off because just no feelings le, and she keep asking me again. BAH. that is not e actual reasons la, but just want to fake a reason.. but seem she does not believe in that.. i presume she will ask me again soonnn...BAH

Off to bed!

2008-08-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Had a super busy BUT fun week! Firstly, is ling the birthday chalet.. alot of last minute preparation! but really thanks alot to Kirk and Hweeli in helping out too ar. Like getting last min photos from her sis, search for papers, decro, printing of photos and planning out the contents of the games -)

AM so GLAD her friends enjoyed the hospitality and importantly of all, e CAKE! HA. is been so headache finding the cake, like wanting to try the tiramisu cake at coffee club because it is recommend as nice but like suddenly all the tiramisu at coffee bean are out of stock through the weekend. so changed to e mango cake which turns out NICE -)

Happy Birthday Ling (24 Aug)

Photos will be upload SOON once i have it!

& Also brian's birthday celebration at Sentosa. Initally thought it will be quite awkward especially i am not very familiar with most of the guys at thr except those 2 at HR (Lor & Sharon) but surprising i dont really feel very uncomfortable. Thanks to the Birthday Boi too LA, keep checking on dis xiao mei mei to ensure that i am alright =)

Althought i left alot earlier, but those 2 hrs are fun la. And i managed to learn abit of volleyball too -) SWEETS!

Happy Birthday Brian (21 Aug)

Hab been a good girl these 2 days, coming home and sleeping early... BECAUSE i really very tired la.. like slept 5 hrs only through the weekend.. Because of MJ-ing ar.. Not bad ar, i won like $18 from playing 10 cent , 20 cent.

Going movie marathon these week and another busy weekend..

- Murder Of The Inugami Clan tomorrow
- Driving on Thurs
- Cyborg She on Fri
- Pei Lijin go his army event in the morning, afternoon RP meetup session and gathering after that
- Miting up with Hweeli etc for their BKK trip

I going to mit up my SON & maple friends soon KAY! dont say i alway ddnt turn up.. will try to arrange for a gathering with you guys so0n. BAH

Going to sleep early tonight =)

*Beauty Sleep*

2008-08-16T00:08:00.000-07:00

HA. Havent been blogging.. I know.. BACK from Bangkok, but sorry guys, cant provide much photos.. Because we all had been busy sh0pping and ddnt really take alot of pixs la.

Damage at thr: $600 (Excluding air tix n accomodation)
Change another $200 at there, brought $400 over. Really shopping spree LA. the 2nd day we walked like 11km SIA! can join maranthon.. IF there is clothings on e way :x Because li's phone has the function to tab the distance we walked.. pretty amazing we had been so fierce on that day. and the day we are supposed to come back, we had like 6 meals; waffles, ice creams, duck rice, chicken rice, japanese food, Burger King.. is so GROSS la.. and i dont feel like eating when i comes back..

Busy preparing for Ling's birthday chalet next weekend.. going settle e games, decro,cake and presents! GIRL, u gotten treasure mi KAY! next time i not around, u ownself settle ba. HA.. hopefully everything will turns out prefectly.. kind of struck with e games part, but i see what i can do ba..

& Li + Lue birthday coming up. This month really going to eat bread la.. but nvm la.. once in a year!

And probably i gg to join my "young" colleagues next sat too..at sentosa.. so maybe nid to come back to sentosa first n go back to chalet after that since one of them having birthday celebration. maybe just go awhile ba =) TBC yet..

Raining now.. waiting for it to stop so i can go out.. BAH

2008-07-28T08:25:00.000-07:00

Meet up wif daniel on Sunday. Had breakfast with his mum and bros at Fortunate Restaurant, Dim Sum. Shopping after that wif him.. Talk the same thing. Sad, but then, i let it to fate. Sorry, i let you down this time.. but i think it might be better off to leave some time for each for now. i need to get over my barrier. If i can, if e time is right..Who know next time? By then, i probably can may be e best gf u had, i promise.. =)

& a Happy Birthday! though i regret unable to be as a gf to celebrate with you this year, i believed u had enjoyed the celebration together =)

His classic smile ...

Memories

till then, good bye & take good care my love. Hope maybe both can get some enlightment through dis period.

Loves..

Sentosa + Movie!

2008-07-26T09:51:00.000-07:00

i know i super long ddnt update le.. So i will update today with photos! Thanks to Kirk who borrow me the camera ar, his camera really take gooddd photos ar. So i going target canon camera!

Went to Sentosa with Hua today to Suntan! First time going with her ar. And she suggested going to Tanjong Beach to suntan which i never heard of that beach before ar.. Some photos to complete the post!

Us "zi - lian-ing" on the tram to the beach!

Us on the beach. And down to bikini! Sun is ssuper de glaring, so that explained why our eyes are so small la!

Mi in my sunglass!

Zi lian abit while hua is still sleeping...

Hua sexy pose!

My sexy kiss~

While she is tanning, i ask her to pose for me.. so i can blackmail her next time if necessary.. HA

Took dis while she is sleeping..

Bored la.. so zi lian again.. Didnt really tan too.. because i ddnt really take out fully.. had my short on :x

Us again =)

I just feel that my face had a very "weird" expression. Main thing i to take the signboard la. Focus not on me. but i think the angle i took seem otherwise :x

Rush home because meeting daniel to like "celebrate" his birthday. But i forget to buy a cake.. maybe tml or what i will buy for me ar! Brought his present too. AX bermudas. Thought of buying a belt but cant see any nice. Brought a small notebook and a pen clipped with it too. Because he said he will take into accounts on what he gg to spend everyday. so with a pen and a notebook, he can easily carry wif him around. Owe him another present lor. probably get a dunhill perfume or belt since he quite like that brand ar..

Caught Batman with him. Not bad the movie. Certain part dont understand but heng dan around to explain to me. Manage to take one photo of us. -)

Going to eat with his mum and brothers tomorrow, and shopping after that! going to sleep soon~ And i gg BKK with li, kenneth, Christine on next Sunday! will be back think on wednesday! More photos updated soon!

2008-07-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

Had been going out everyday since last wednesday. And i am so SHAG. stayed at home on Monday because i really am so tired. But at least time passed fast like that. Busy meeting up wif friends these period too. And also many thanks to you for these period, for the talk and encouragement =) guess make me braver to go with my decision.

mit up with e girls + wee siang yesterday for Zohan. Its been so long since i went back Cathay and i saw Shaiful =) Upgraded to level 6 usher le. Good for him la. Concession is tiring la :x chat and rot around before we go home.

rot around wif li today. ddnt shop much becoz both really tired. so went home early.And, we won the 3rd place for the competition today! Am so relieve because we only actually tried to do yesterday, and officially today is the 2nd time we are doing. Guess sharon explained well to the judge =) Good work girls!

going driving and miting daniel after that. going to have a talk and take my stuff. hopefully everyting turns out alright =) after the sms we had on Sunday, think he is feeling better le..at least can see some joke inside e sms. may we find our own xinfu, or rather we MUST =)

sat miting up wif my sisters again to go zoo and sunday miting ling n hweeli go henderson wave..

Busy busy busy!

But i am quite happy with my life now =)

2008-06-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

i already am moving on very strongly.. till the call. But, i dont think i will reverse my decision. Is the same old stuffs, i am tired. Maybe is just the "used to it" + of course that love you have, but i realised love is not the everything it need in a relationship. It needs more than that.

i have quit trying, but because i dont love u anymore. but i guess that u be happier off with someone else. i cant met ur expectation, fufill ur "wishes".. maybe i guess u dont have that much understanding or patient to me. i dont hope till something happen, then i will hate myself why i ddnt perservence to e decision that i had decided.

i dont have that much courage, probably it may be the only time i can muster that courage. its already 4 yrs, how many more years we can go without the problems coming up and needed to have another decision?

i dont think there will be a change in decision tonight, because i have thought thru it thoroughly. maybe e 1 or 2 months things, will make u realise something different.

2008-06-13T11:28:00.000-07:00

I just came home from watching the movie - The Happening with Li.

The review - Dont waste money on that. HA.. Maybe is just me and her, but we dont enjoy that movie ar.. movie plot and ending is not very good..

Some pix from my birthday celebration with Ling, Hweeli, Kirk, Yuan Hong and Simon!

(Super outdate i know!)

Some random photos provided by Kirk ar.. Buffet dinner at Traders Hotel. Not very worth it. Heng for the 3 pax for 2, so it helped to save 2 cost price! cant remember much of the details.. but ya, yet to post the presents' pix up!

Love u guys!

2008-05-30T19:43:00.001-07:00

The phone that i am waiting for T303.. Is not released yet, but anticipating for its arrival! BUT, hopefully it is good ar.dont hope like wait for half a year and realise is a CMI phone..

Sign up health cum investment insurance to AIA yesterday. So every year, i be "poorer" by $3000+. Just made my premium, heart pain.. :x but then, is for my growth of money next time. Main thing is i have a health insurance ar, i tink my health will be good, so at least there is coverage is anything *choy* happens.

Erm.. update soon! & i end it with one of my favorite photo of mine..

2008-05-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

I passed my Final Theory test -D

Am super glad that i dont need to retake ar.. and it is super sian that i need to take another off day for my theory if so..

Thanks for my mentor! Ling n Hweeli for teaching me at Mcd -) treat u all ice cream ar!

t0mmorrow should be maybe meeting li for: Ktv? Mj? JB? And maybe Shangri-La buffet..Anticipating for tomorrow to come!

And i am currently waiting for boi to come back. Today i am the chef. So far is left with one or two dishes. Did chicken, Soup.. then vegetable later. if it seem miserable, then i going to fry egg. Not going to do some complicated dishes and spolit my food. HA. i accept the fact that i am not a good cook.

My photos are still somewhere.. upload soon!

My Birthday!

2008-05-19T07:07:00.001-07:00

Birthday like just gone in a flash.. But i totally enjoy the celebrations.. with 2 more oncoming next week!

12 May 08 - Celebration with Ling, Hweeli, Yuanhong, Kirk, Simon

Hab Dinner at Traders - Think the restaurant is called Cafebiz ba. Variety not alot, and not very nice. Heng got the discounts, else i tink more chek xin. Especially to kirk and ling, becoz one NS man dont earn alot and another one, considered unemployed ar. Bussed over to cine initally to catch a movie, but then miz the one at 9pm+ and most of e girls are tired, especially ling. Must compliment her ar, since she rush 3 overnight juz to settle my present n book. SUPER touched cann. EFFORTS up la.. CABBED home after that dropping hweeli n ling on e home.

14 May 08 - Celebration with Yuhua

Mit up with e char bo at Bugis and she passed me my present. One skirt from ebass. And she told mi that her friend say i am very unquie. HA. that is a new description to me in my dictionary ar. Also dont know what he meant that i an unquie, but i take it as a compliment ar :X

16 May 08 - Celebration with my Sisters + Boi

Mit up Li, Lue and Fer at glasshouse - Fish n Co. Makan then go PS de monster eat "ice" again. Took a bus down to CHinaSquare at chinatown n mit up wif Yong,Janz and Boi. Finally got my liverpool bag! Got a addias jacket, boxes of chocolate. Got a coach bag and flowers from Boi =) with help from his brothers to help him purchase and take e flowers. And his little bro brought a birthday cake for mi, which i find it very sweet and surprise -)

17 May 08 - Malaysia wif Boi and Alck

Thought of staying in Spore but very long ddnt go Malaysia, so last min find Alck and we went over to JB. Boi drove us to a HK Cafe which we all hab a good dinner at thr. Only spend $30 for 1 whole fish (super fresh!), fried rice, ribs,special tofu,Veg,Dessert. Main thing is that we only spend $18 for a huge fresh fish ar. Went to catch Naria at Chinasquare. I find it nice ar, enough actions and i guess i love most is seeing Aslan - E lion. Go watch it!

Sorry for the lack of photos, coz mainly i am using a very retro phone now with no camera, so i am depending on those camera mans and ladies to pass me e photos ar!

Thanks for all e wishes thru friensters, Smses, Msn and blogs. Hab a enjoyable birthday with u guys!

2008-03-23T07:53:00.000-07:00

Brought Sugar back on Friday (Boi's new corgi) And it is super tiring. She is the total opposite of Fluffy (Boi's previous poodle)

1) Not fussy with food
2) SUPER active. And i really mean super.
3) Independent. She doesnt really care about us.
4) Not attached to people

Is like she can really play the whole day if we let her out. she will be busy walking around the house biting the toys. or just running on her own. and we are all shag out playing with her. and she like to bit people toes. And have to keep telling her "No" when she doesnt mean to understand. And she doesnt really care about us. i miz FLUFFY :(

Still looking for him, not giving up though

Going to sign and buy a new phone tomorrow. M1 got their plan revised. 3 M1 numbers call will be free. Good, because most of e biil come from calling boi.

And i can post up her photo (sugar) once i got the new phone.

*Update to be made

1) Outing with Rp friends
2) Maple Group

*And Man U score 1. Liverpool still 0. Super sian.

2008-03-08T07:36:00.001-08:00

Ling said that i should shut down my blog instead since i not blogging... but i guess i still will want to come and drop some update of my life to those friends which i cant meet often ar..

E search for Fluffy is still on. Fluffy is boi's dog.. and will be lost 1 month on dis coming Monday. Had tried ways to locate him - Posters and Door to Door asking. We heard informations, but alway seem to be late. Like they will say saw him last week etc.. Thus, i guess no much try to ask god ar. And we did, thrice. 2 said the same thing, that is a Indian family that had him. And e Thai god that we ask last week, gave us quite precise details. like is around his blk about 3 - 4 blocks around. 6th Floor. Indian Family. Dog is caged up.But they said dis time we walk by, the dog will bark. And we should just go ahead to ask e family to see e dog. i mean we cant confirm if it is fluffy, but if the family refuse to let us see. Then i guess it pretty quite clear. And he mention that the family want money. Thus, he say another way is say put reward $500 ar, say confirm return! HA.. but he say like j0king ar.. But we will still continue to find him. Cant imagine how bad for Fluffy, since he is free to roam around previously in bOi's house. I MIZ FLUFFY! *pray pray that we will find him back. though e chances are getting lesser as time go by, but we will still look for u baby!*

Juz now brought my parents to crystal jade to eat, boi drove us over to great world. thought of maybe alternative sat bring my parents to go out for dinner and walk walk since boi normally has the car on sat. if no car ar, think harder to convince my mum to go out sia. but glad that at least my parents and boi are warming up more. Guess also he hardly have time to come down to eat together with them, so dis type of dinner aso good to bring them closer -)

Celebrate boi's dad birthday at Kuishibo at Suntect on Friday.As usual, they "hunt" for the alaska crab's legs ar. But is really nice, because it very fresh and sweet. Meanwhile, i still go for more of e dessert. Initally want to take a cake from thr and put on the candle which i took from company, but forget! BAH, think without blowing candle on a cake seem like dont have the birthdae feeling. Never mind, next year then -)

Going IT fair tomorrow, because just now waited at Crystal Jade for too long and ended up we only got a table at about 8pm. waited for about 45min but i guess that is the result if there is no reservation at the tables at Great World are so limited. And should be going to find Fluffy again tomorrow.Hopefully got good news to update =) The Thai god say about 1 week should have news, but it also depend on us to go and find. If next week cannot find, go back him ask for more details le!

Going to April le, mean i should be having my increment t0o! but my boss say our increment wont be alot, due to the salary adjustment we had earlier, but nevertheless, it still good to increase abit ar.. and my bonus! going save up for my studies.

Miting my colleagues on next Monday. First time going out with them, engineers mix with HR staff. HA. weird conbination but then, maybe can be a good click -) & miting my RP mates on sat! WA, we like about 2 months plus ddnt mit le, but glad that most can make it ar. Plans should be minds cafe, and Jeff suggest going dampsty road for dinner. Problem is it is not v accessiable without car. Maybe e most all cabbed over ar, i will updated the programmes to u guys soon!

Happy weekend!

2008-01-08T03:13:00.000-08:00

Initially should be at y0ng hse MJ-Ing, but bec0z b0i's br0 informed me tat he is injured in BKK, so now at his house. waiting for his mum to come back, then about 9pm set up to airport to pick him up.

Unclear of e details but only know he had a fractured n0se and a cut on his eyebrown. Not sure whether did he hit hard on his head bec0z his mum told mi his vomitted. Mm.. think he should be alright -) Just tat he going hab a new nose le :x Actually, i laughed when i heard that he slipped and fell. NOT that i bo xin le, is just that initally before i know he slipped and fell, i thought of other more major situation that he may be at when he was injured. Ect: Got hit at clubbing, some rioting at the street and he sway sway got hit..but then.. i am GLAD kay, that he is pretty much alright =) Even Li, y0ng and Janz laugh when they heard that.. BAH :x

Went to Peijing's 21st Chalet at Coasta Sand on last sat. Ling, Yuanh0ng, Hweeli and Ru were aso thr too. And i sway sway got cut by the t0ng bec0z of RU's FAULT! i haven remove my finger in between the tong then she close it. then cut and bleed quite badly. and she dun0 ab0ut it. think onli hweeli and Yuanh0ng knew it and kind of Yuanhong to buy plasters for mi ar =)

went to geylang wif JJ, Ken and Black for supper after that and cabbed back to woodland for MJ. Viv, sam and JY joined us later. And p0or black got his chips all clean up :x so think about a loss of $80? They play shooter pay for 0.30,0.60 so actually even one dai aso quite alot ar.. $7 just like tat if you sway sway throw out gif others win ar. went back earlier as i miting RU.

SHOPPING wif siao char b0. onli manage to buy a 3 inch heels and its reali tiring walking around with them. But my colleagues say nice ar.. Sadded, no photo to post up. but i pretty like it of the design -) Initially wan to K but change mind after the pricing. So we went to PS and rot at ice monster. t0ok a bus h0me after tat.

sh0pping wif yuhua again yesterdae. Pei her repair her ph0ne and sh0pped around. Brought a tank t0p at Forever 21 and i like e material =) Left e last piece for "S" and she manage to help mi dig out for mi lor. *Sweet* -) chat over at coffee bean, its been quite sometime we juz rot n chat le.. and is nice =) h0me after tat..

SHOPPING again tml wif li. will be going down to queens first to see some skinny jeans then go to town for more shopPing =) but tml task aso included helping to source the cake for y0ng birthdae ar.. hopefully i can manage to buy a suitable top for CNY ar.. then i dun nid so worry le..

Update again s0on -)

2008-01-04T03:24:00.000-08:00

Is Friday! Took a half day leave and help boi rePair his pHone and went to buy pEijing pResent too. brought a wallet at wAlletsh0p for her.. and going to look for a water bottle for her too...Suggestion by hweeling.

Am looking to my weekend! Because i will be going down geylang to eat ar! miz the you tiao that sh0p thr ar.. and aso MJ!

Will be going sh0pping wif Li on Wednesday too. Shopping on Monday again..Alot of events before b0i come back from Thailand! HA..

anyway, i promise that i be a good girl, at least go home eat once a week if possible. realise that actually sometime i not even eating at home at least once. either wif friends or b0i. then see my mum like aso quite lonely at home ar. will make a point maybe alternate week is a family day for my family too. althought abit hard ar, because my br0ther normally working, then my dad sometime aso gg out on sunday. But then, will try to fit in ar =) Bring my parents out for better food too.

Waiting for b0i to come back b4 going to IMM to eat ajisen. I am a happy girl -)

*I just wan to faster get my license.. =(*

2008-01-03T04:41:00.000-08:00

Haven brought e new phone yet! Blah.. e one that i target - w580i (Metro Pink) is freakly expensive! Mm.. can say is just buying the empty phone which is $400+ because e color is limited edition! Thus, they are not having it with plans -_-" Nv, i will wait till end of dis month then see how ar..

As a result, i d0nt have much photos to show! i badly wan to post b0i's dog - fluffy pix up.. but no camera photo ar.. then b0i phone aso spolit, thus, he using ngauge now which is aso no camera phone. Double shot.

My taiwan trip wif boi de photos? Mm.. i try to remember that :x

Tml will be habing my basic theory test wif Ling, wish mi luck bec0z i havent study much. HA.. but hopefully Can Make It ar.. Bo Pi :X

b0i will be flying to thailand dis sat.. so i will be bringing his dog down to the 1st lesson at bukit purmei. Hwee li will be coming wif mi! *Heng* Because e dog onli scare b0i ar, in case he hav0, i still got hwee li around to help ar..

Then we be gg to Peijing 21st birthdae chalet, then i will be rushing back for MJ.. Wee..how busy is that? i guess reali i like my life super packed till i dun hab time to rest sia, Ling sae so, even now JJ say tat..Guess e last person to realise it is myself ba :x and that explains for my eyebags..

& the next event coming up is y0ng 21st birthdae! B1 and mi hab been doing homework, sourcing for cakes n caterer.. Thought already decided on ISS, then informed by B1 that y0ng wana c0ok herself. So erm.. kay ar =) i will be taking half dae though to help.. so y0ng, u better be super touched w0r! HA..

Being more settled to work le.. but i guess here n there i nid t0 fix things up.. alot of unfinished stuff to be clear and i guess i nid to buy a diary! then i can write down what i nid to do, else i alway e forgetful one. Saddening, one of my colleague left due to stress, i guess. Mm.. h0pe she can recover quickly n pick herself up =D

my Xmas presents are still at thr, unopened.. its not that i dun appreciate the presents, is i HAVENT take any photos on e outer yet! blah..

Miting wif yuhua up next monday, something which i can look forward though is Monday ar, And i be on mission to find:

1) New Year Clothes
2) Heels and more Heels!
3) Eye Shadow?

Seriously i still not sure how to do a good shadow, but then, guess i nid to have it first to practise ya? i lost my previous set..

BAH..

And on t0p of that,

i wan to sae --> I MIZ U LING! *show of affection to u kay, else u alway sae mi b0 xin*

2007-12-15T22:24:00.000-08:00

w0o..

i know i am very lazy.. "X

e taiwan trip's photos are still in the camera's memory, waiting for me to upload up.. i will do it.. SOON kay?

Hab been playing lots of MJ these days, and i am a HAPPY girl.. althought i keep losing. ha.. but practising so often tat my damage had reduced significantly! MJ wif my sisters, JJ, black, JY, Nana,Ken.. changes legs here n there so expose to different "pressure" :x

von 21 birthdae party on next wednesday, haven find a more suitable present for her. went shopping wif fangru on thursday and only managed to buy a top for her. intend to find a clutch or so but ddnt see anything nice and within budget. e one i saw at taka cost like $160+! w0o.. so going gif her a belated one delivered to her house =D

went to see "Enchanced" wif Hweeli on Thursday. NICE movie though. sneak in Mcd to eat because dun have time le. rush over after w0rk to catch e movie at 7.10pm.

xMas party on friday. Whole morning busy decorating up the room for the event. everything came nicely with a FOC delivered logcake from one of the caterer which i liase before. So Sweet of them =D because we are overbudget le if we buy a logcake. then they happened to sae to deliver one for our party. Am so glad for that though they say the logcake is too sweet, but is the thoughts that matter after all! thanks galilee~ Heng pauline took half day aso, drop me off at JP and went to buy ingredients to cook boi's dinner. cook vegetable, ba ku teh, fish and baked bean wif hotdog.. i guess onli my soup make it ar. e rest like so-so sia.. HA. but at least got effort ma :D

went Xmas shopping yesterdae wif boi and alvin. super shag because was MJ-ing wif JJ, black and JY e previous night at black hse till 6am+. pei them go eat breakfast n took a cabbie home after that sia! KO till 3.30pm when i will be miting them at town at 4.30pm. heng, boi aso KO until about tat time so postponed the time lor. alvin managed to get his Xmas presents ar, but i still empty handed.. so gg to search again on next weekend le.. caught the movie - alvin and the chipsmunks at PS after that. is a very cute show~ n funny. maybe not e best but i like is overrall nice. combine wif comedy, cuteness and touching scene. =D

next movie to watch - golden compass, national treasure!

going to go shopping wif my son next sat to sim lim. intend to buy a razer mouse for my boi's Xmas present =) i use his mouse like CMI, duno how he gg to play his dota wif that sia. Hope dis will be a good present for him -)

gg rot le.. Updated soon..(if possible :x)

2007-11-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

BAH! juz read y0ng's blog then know she gg to move hse le! to choa chu kang! n she now at viv0 city de outlet working le! how outdate can we be sia! i think maybe e rest of e girls aso duno ba.. guess we havent been miting up lately.. everyone busy wif their stuff.. is hard ar..after i come back from taiwan kay! then i will arrange and EVERYONE of those girls must try to come ar!

tml gg to a farm at pasir ris to look for e dog wif boi n his mummy! hope we can get some shuo huo! but hope is a good one ar! dun wan history to repeat..

juz now saw on tv how japanese's fisherman are so cruel in e way they are killing e dolphins! is juz so saddening that e world is like already changing negative drastically and many of e animals are even having fate of extinction and they are like juz speeding up the rate of it! even scientific research had said that dolphin's meat contain mercury which is harmful to human's body! Seriously, after that new is boardcast, more people will step in to do something to tat!

& poor boi is having an infection from the extraction of his wisdom tooth previously. so now his mouth is super swollen and causing him headache too from the pain of his mouth. so these days he will be eating porridge! hope he faster recover so tat he can eat anyting when we go to taiwan =)

countdown 11 days!

2007-10-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

UPDATE!

just came back from the weekly badminton with ling and hweeli. super shag but enjoyable becoz 1 vs 2. but i like ar.. becoz v exciting.. & can slim down faster! Ha! and thru e session, we talk about habing a chalet wif e usual gang during the christmas week and we habing exchange of present too! going to see e dates wif e rest of e pple first.. and cant wait for it.. becoz.. there will be MJ too!

maybe i can arrange one for my RP mates and maybe even wif e sisters too =)

recieved my confirmation letter for my taiwan trip. so will be flying off on 13 Nov and back on 18 Nov. will be taking orders (if i can find ur requests ar!) :x going down on sunday to make e remaining payment + there will be a briefing on e trip too. then probably gg to boi ah ma hse becoz is her birthdae =)

& boi will be getting a dog! his mum suddenly wana buy dog.. & boi is so super excited that he been v hardworking surfing online looking for pple who wana sell dogs. her mum looking for Mini schnauzer aka "ah pei" dog ar.. but is not cheap ar.. picture for clarification!

and his mum dun wan with white legs le.. sae not v good.. so we are searching with black or brown paws ar.. probably dis weekend will be going to houses to view some of e dogs le.. YIPEE! wish us luck ar! can find one dun so noisy de.. and... can live with wif his cat :x

Gong Xi lue that ur wait had finally going to be over! about 24 hrs more b4 ur bf be back ar.. you wont die of lovesick le :x

will update more once i got e pix for yuan hong birthdae present!

2007-10-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

Updated!

Will be habing maple chalet on dis coming Fri. maybe not staying else sat i aso miting boi n his mummy for breakfast. scare i KO when i reach his house then his mum comfirm is dun wan to wake mi up de. &.. i be miting ah ru on tat dae since clarence's birthdae celebration change to tml.. then i can mit her n probably go back chalet from thr too =) its been so long Ms Seng! nan de u auto mit me a dae which i can de.. probably watching resident evil 3 wif her 2 =)

& HOPEFULLY, can MJ on sat wif his bro n alvin! last week initally wan de wif Fer n Li, but something crop up & hab to cancel. So gg to organize again to make up to them =D

& we intend to open a chalet for YuanHong birthdae too. juz nice before he go into NS. Money fly off again.. but is alright ar.. first time we all celebrate his birthdae for him..

& i went shopping wif boi to buy my mum's birthdae present. brought a perfume. then gif her sae she "mi gan" BAH. but i asked her try spray abit becoz v light de. dun waste e money $88 share wif my bro sia..

nid to save money but dis mth alot ting nid to spend sia.. chalets, presents, n daily expenses... BROKE!

& i aso intending to buy a new bicycle! then can go night cycling wif ling they all..

& RP gathering too.. headache becoz both sat got quite a fair number of pple cant go.. but shld be fixed on 27 Oct.

*MAY I HUAT!*

2007-09-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

15 August 07

e monthly gathering wif my RP mates =) thought not full attendances (again!) wif apologizes from absent by Mel, Carina, Dabbies, Grace. Jeff & Cynthia.. e rest of us: MI, wein, lishan,fangru,kw,weijie,v0n,jimmy made it.

Hab dinner wif wein, lishan, fangru at wakaru at marine sQuare.. their "virgin" trip to e restaurant & they hab good review for e fo0d.. though wein ddnt ate enough :x

Wein & Lishan. Look at how happy wein smile.. becoz he had POP already! Congra!

Mi & Fangru =) our cheeks seem rosy pink in dis pix. Nicely!

Went to dis liveband cafe at e walkway between "milleanum" n marine square.. can dicated songs but it depend on the singers to choose whether to sing ma ar!

and the best part is from 9.30pm onward. bec0z e guy is soooo cute n he got a super nice voice! he is e 2nd guy whom i juz wan to close my eyes to juz immerse in his singing! is reali tat g0od. and he got a v humorous n crappy character! see! is like all e factors to make girls go WoW! ha.. too bad ddnt take any pix of him ar.. tink abit pai sei ar.. becoz we sitting at e tables in front of them! so if you wan to see him n his grp sing, every sat (if he ddnt MC) from 9.30pm onward to closing (11.30pm) NICE! quite a different way to relax ar!

e amry bois! kw..wein..jimmy.. weijie! onli wein seem e happiest being out of private!

photo taken b4 von n her boi came

mi n von!

Group photo outside e cafe wif e absence of KW bec0z he went off earlier n e help from v0n bf for being e photographer

e couple of e dae! -D

went off to town to mit e maple friends - wen, son, nana, ken, jj, black. rot at l6 first as e rest are in e ktv.. went to catch e movie - "i know who killed mi" abit confusing, movie alright but e worst ting is e aircon. sway sway is at l9 de halls.. where e aircon is super cold! n i ddnt bring jacket. chat wif mother, kumar and kidd! & i saw e security guard whom i alway opening wif at l9 de. surprising he still remember mi n hab a good chat wif him. good for him tat he is promoted~ went to HK cafe to rot n chat n e rest of them went to black hse for MJ after tat n i headed home becoz miting boi early in e mrning e next dae n is like alrady 4am+ le!

21 Sept 07

mit up wif my secondary friends - Simon, Yuanhong, Ling n Hweeli! went to e korean restaurant at clark quark. ordered saba wif hweeli n it is so tough.. too overwork n e belly of e saba is so bitter! BAH.. went to mel's frequency pub - Wubar after tat n surprising, we manage to finish e peach volka! mix wif 7 Up is nice ar.. play games n tok. n we manage to hit e high score for e photohunt twice! went to tok by e river side n suddenly make plan to go genting.. so pending will be gg on e weekend for e 12 oct which happen to be guild chalet. maybe i will juz go half dae wif wen to check in n go off after tat if they wana go off on fri night! went to kster wif yuanhong n simon n ling where hweeli went home first becoz she had school e next dae. went off at about 3am+ and sn0oze out till 7am where boi came to fetch mi to his hse!

22 Sept 07

makan breakfast wif his mum n little brother. Knock out after breakfast. totally shag. n we played MJ wif his little bro n gf n ordered pizza for dinner! i won $2 n boi won $10. not bad ar because i sitting behind e main door n they condemn e seat bec0z is quite sway de. but surprising i won sitting on tat seat. maybe his little brother aso went to close e door. so not affected ba. went jalan wif boi n went to see e "monkey tree" at his neighbourhood estate. the tree bark reali hab like 2 monkeys faces on e tree. and alot of pple are praying on e tree. however, thr are alot of tree which seem like any other normal trees but e pple are like practically praying to every trees around thr sia! BAH! went home n spend time juz watching show =)

my mum suddenly seem so paranoid for me to go out todae sia.. i wana go withdraw money but she insist she borrow mi first. sae v late le when is like 8pm+ onli! :x but i still wana go out to withdraw myself, juz a nearer spot tat all..gg le! ciao!

2007-09-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry for e lack of updates.

alot of updates to be done. major events is e monthly RP gathering last month, lue birthdae of dis thurs. mit up wif lydia. shopping wif hua todae.

but then...

i am v tired.. hab a bad flu dis mrning.. n got worst at work.. went to e company clinic to get e flu medicine. and i told e doctor i no fever n sore thoart. but then.. he still gif mi both e medicine -_-"" but nv la.. can use for next time la.. and e medicine is super downsy. almost fell asleep juz now at work n v tired now..

will update soon okay? though wif no pix ar..

&

i got an early confirmation! but duno got increment ma. becoz e colleague in charge went for honeymoon. nid to wait for her to come back then see how. hopefully hab ar.. $50 i aso wont mind :x

n

i looking super duper forward to the MJ session =)

HAPPY birthdae MOON~! i believed u will hab an enjoyable dae wif ur uncle lee todae =D

2007-08-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

Finally some photo =)

updated - Boi's Birthdae.

initally want to bring him to the restaurant recommanded by Xiaxue at bugis, but is fully booked. then wana go to another japanese restaurant at bugis aso recommanded by my colleague, but also fully booked! so bo pian, went back wakaru. not sae that the food is bad or wat, is good ar. juz tat i wan to bring him to try something different ar =X but brought him there e previous time, and he liked it =)

what he order. forget the name le ar. but is one of the meal course. NICE! the soup contains beef and some other ingredient. and their tempura pawn is HUGE ar. then their salmon as sae by boi is nice too =)

our side dishes. contains bacon wif asp, the some pork balls, then chix, and scallops. NICE =)

charwamushi and his lime sakae. the "sakae" doesnt taste v strong on e alcohol, more on e time instead. so is nice ar.

what i order - seafood udon. ordered before but juz tat duno wat to eat, so ate back e same stuff =) the seafood ingredient are v fresh though.

the act fierce boi

the act cool guy. ask him take a nice one but quite hard ar. tink he dun hab the "zi lian" cells in him ar :x

and tat MI!

saw quite afew of my friends when at there. like saw jess n hwee teng which i supposed aso juz went to NDP and saw ling aso! went to catch simpson after e dinner. crappy but funny show =)

a simple day but is a nice day overrall. haven been spending alot of him wif him lately but will make ar to him ar...

meanwhile.. MAPLE! i level up to 25 le. ha.. slow ... but steady =) nid to hit level 30 before my "son" level to 70 ar which he is like 58 le but he is chionging everydae and i am not. :X

and i am waiting for 8 aug! becoz i will be miting my sisters. and it will be packed with MJ, Shopping, Steamboat n KTV. a day packed wif all wat i wan. isnt a dae to look forward? ha. but i gian e MJ la :X

updated soon... =)

2007-07-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

I hope boi will be alright. dun wish he go DB ar! becoz he broke one of the glass thr ar.. haxi..

*pray pray*

i will updated soon.. once i transfer e pix to my laptop..

meanwhile, lets pray for my boi..

*u will be alright =) *

2007-07-25T17:04:00.000-07:00

dis 2 days had been miting lue up quite frequent ar.. previously is mit up go take masks from her house on monday. then yesterdae mit up to MAKAN crystal jade! so my 21st birthdae present, i suppose my share from u is BIGGER ar :X

anyway, daniel will be flying off to aust today but cant able to send him off as its will be too late by the time i reach airport. so tai gong, yi lu shun feng =)

this sat is boi birthdae =) already thought of agar wat plan to do. will be trying a restaurant at bugis then go watch simpsons at town after that. also already order a mango mousse cake from bakerzin. doubt he will expected a cake ar, but that what it suppose to be right? expect the unexpected. ha. but tink only be able to cut on sunday becoz nid to wake his mum off work which is like 1am+? so his birthdae is over le ar, but alright la. still is his birthdae cake ma.

my maple has level up to 22. mm.. or isnt 21? ha. cant remember. :x yesterdae only play awhile because quite tired ar. slept slightly earlier yesterdae like 11pm+ but i feel so energetic now. ha. better aso ar. later probably miting boi aso, then dun wan alway mit him like so tired. and he complain i neglected him ar. ha. becoz tink like dis past few weeks i haven been miting him. either playing MJ, chalet, go out wif my friends. but nan de he actually will feel neglected. because tink normally i am e one to feel that ar, just that i ddnt mention and kept myself occupied with some other stuff.

is already thurs. weekend is coming soon. YEAH =)

*and mel, i updated ur link le!*

2007-07-21T18:34:00.000-07:00

I am playing maple! ha.. after jy they all help me created my account tat sat, i have decided to play for myself, so as not to waste their effort 2 =) its quite entertaining ar.. but i haven become tat addicated to the game yet as hitting mushrooms is quite a boring task when i played longer. And i am a bowwoman =X at least i have my maple to play wif when b0i playing his dota ar :x juz nice =)

went to search for daniel gift wif JY on thurs at bugis. walk here n thr and finally settle for a nike bag. not bad ar. at least he like becoz mine n jY taste abit different ar. but i like tat bag sp thankfully he like ar, bec0z is not cheap sia :X

rush home on fri to makan wif dad n my bro as it was my dad birthdae. hab KFC and it taste nice. been quite sometime since i last ate tat. went the pizza meltz too but its not tat nice like Malaysia de. more crispy on the crust. rush home and meet JY to go chalet ar. anyway, the chalet is a "maple" chalet. ton to sat whr they are having a like mini farewell party for daniel ar. met gary thr too (wendy's bro) and samantha thr too =) gary is super entertaining ar. juz tat i duno why he alway got "hit" by girls ar. not becoz he got a "beat me" face. but maybe the girls know beat him le, he wont angry ba :X share leg wif JY on MJ and i managed to make a 5 "dai" and 4 "dai" self win 2 =) luckily of that ar, we still manage to win abit in e end =) bad ting is no bicycle sia.. so cant ride around. then duno how cum e air is v still tat night. not windy at all. but good ting is around is mostly is empty. so e 2 tables of MJ ddnt make much nuisance to other occupants 2 =) have a chat wif samatha and catch wif some stuff ar. and she look slimmer le and more tired becoz she haven slept like for 2 days + only catching some sleep in between. but diao ar.. i cant do tat long sia :x take a group photo and left for breakfast wif e rest before i and daniel make our way to MRT ar. becoz all taking cab sia. then onli 2 of us not worth the money sia.

next week is boi birthdae =) haven brought a present yet but already aim le ar. tinking of buying a long sleeved shirt becoz he onli have one and he can wear tat to go clubbing ar =) but havent thought of the activity yet but dun wan to make it too boring ar. and he onli be coming out in late evening so i doubt how much different can do ar. thought of bringing him to Sentosa to do the fish "massage". but maybe e following week when i hab more time n money ba :x

currently is waiting my maple to be dl into my laptop. :Z hopefully can dl asap ar.. dling since last night but becoz got error, re-dling again. blah..

ciao

2007-07-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

I am currently blogging from my laptop! am not using my laptop from quite sometime le. previously put it wif y0ng then now desktop spolit. heng can tap until wireless ar. else cant online le :x

nothing much dis weeks. probably MJ wif jy they all dis weekend + ktv. like miting quite often wif dis shitter n e rest sia.. but okay la. bec0z he is entertaining :x

went to east coast for a mini-gathering wif my polymates. v0n, shan, carina and dabbies ddnt turn up. so e remaining 7 of us went to cycle. US: fangru, mel, kw, cynthia, jeff and weijie. is reali enjoying ar. especially kw ar.. ha. is like a last gathering for the bois b4 he go nS dis weekend ar. but we will mit up again when they come out wif wein =) went kbox after dinner and mel went off to mit her friend. ktV was enjoying.. we will hab more of such events de =D

i already waiting for the weekend to come.. is gg to be a happening week =)

2007-06-26T16:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the seriously lack of updates. Kinda busy the past few weeks? doing wat i aso cant remember ar..

major events is juz Shan Birthdae.. Mini Cathay Gathering on Monday.. MJ at daniel hse on fri

Sat

initally is mit cynthia at 3.30pm to buy present.. after tat she msg mi tell me that she will be late. so i mit up wif fangru instead to shop present ar.. Mel join us later and we made our way down to chu choa kang mrt. mit up wif carina, dabbies, gui xiang n weijie and took bus over.. reach cedan and we made our long way to the chalet.. g0t lost here n there as we are not familiar. by e time we reach e chalet.. all are prespiring and sticky le :x join up wif jeff, cynthia and v0n at thr.. v0n left earlier wif her Zhuu, carina was not feeling well and went home, jeff mit up wif his kakis for dota and deserted us, gui xiang left for home too.. so we only left dabbies, mi, fangru, weijie and cynthia for late movie. watch ocean 13 at 2+am.. b4 still got 2 hrs rotting time n went e HK cafe. at least dis time i felt e standard not bad. previously heard frm li sae not nice but actually some of their dim sum like siew mai and congee is UPS =) hab a good time chatting n laughing ar.. after e movie.. fangru n jen went off first by cab.. left e remaining of us count down to the first bus / train on the busst0p. luckily mine ddnt came v late.. about 6.20am n slept thru e journey back. back home.. bathe n slept thru till aftern0on :x

Sun

woke up to mit boi to hab dinner wif his family at his dad hse. clarence's gf came along too =) and it is reali funny how nevous his gf was. is like clarence wana go whr, she wana follow me. then is like i volunteer to pei her while he go for his toilet etc :x seeing her like seeing me ar.. juz tat i prefer to stone thr alone :x nevertheless, it was an enjoyable dinner together =)

Mon

mit up wif jeff, brenda and daniel. went to find metta 2.. but too bad she v tired ar.. so unable to join us after her work. nothing much actually. went to dis jap restaurant at parag0n and ate saba. not bad ar. then tok about the past.. GOSSIP. like brenda, jeff and daniel rumour. blah. catch the animination - the girl who lept time. not bad ar.. abit touching too =)

Fri

mit up wif JY first to withdraw money. and then e rest - wendy and daniel. not a v good dae ar.. becoz i first time lost all my chips :x ha.. luckily is 10 cent 20 cent. not tat bad.. tink daniel is e big winner coz he won all my $15 from the first row and $2 from second row.but not bad ar.. stupid jy was thr to crack stupid joke so not tat boring ar. all r good players and i wan play again!

Sat

tahan to boi hse to sleep and sleep till 1pm+ :x he aso waited for me until 5am+ then tink aso buay tahan and go slept le =) by the time i reach his hse at 7am+, he is like a pig le.. come in all tat aso duno. went for the ndp rehearsal in the evening. first half of the show is good.. more exciting than e previous times of programmes. show all the different vechicles.. is was good. but the behind part of the dancing is kinda boring. left when they was singing all the national day songs and they dun have the firework at thr. it

2007-06-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

mM.. i thought i wana sleep early tonight but now is already 11.30pm.

juz a simple post..

anyone wan Redwan Ali - Would You Be Thr.. pls inform me.. i can gladly send you with...

Handing fee - $1, Quality Chop - $1, Effort n time to send - $1, Lack of sleep to send - $1

total will be $4

pls made payment b4 song will be sent..

guess abit crappy today. even li tinks so..

nah..

u guys are my friends.. i can spare u e charge.. it will be FOC! will be a angel b4 i sleep..

zZz

2007-06-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

its rather bored nowadae. i guess i feeling quite em0 for no apparent reason. & here i am chatting wif li and she even question tat whether i am dying. 0ops. tink i overd0 my em0 and been toking craps wif her e whole conversation frm mrning till n0w.

dun0 y i am feeling so l0w today. pr0bably w0ke up on e wrong side 0f my braIn.

maybe a m0vie out wif ling they all, makan wif li and weekend facial wif b0i will make me feel better. anyway, b0i lost his phone on sat. b0th of us dun0 when it is l0st. sat reach h0me v late n went to bed straight after. onli when sun he was about to b0ok in then realise its g0ne. tried calling but it was off. thought it drop at his friend's car who pr0mise to find for him after his w0rk. then i on e way h0me, suddenly felt like calling his phone. wh0 know someone pick up. still sae wrong number. wan smack him ar. either a ah-nei or banga. h0pe he ddnt call how xi0ng ar. anyway, g0t my bro ngauge for him n retrieve his SIM card fr0m m1 yesterdae so he can still continue wif e line.

hab kuishib0 wif b0i, his dad n br0thers. they hab a revamp and it is more spacious le. but certain food are g0ne like e fondue. they whip out like 3/4 of the crab leg n it taste v sweet n fresh. g0od dinner =) boi was not feeling v well th0ugh pr0bably due to a lack of sleep so i went h0me after tat =)

y0ng came to my hse to put songs into her new mp3. and her mum v funny. gave her MTV vcd to be put into e mp3. i was wondering how cum put 2 songs already full le. then realise is a MTV. how is she gg to see in a mp3? left after an hour n i am off to lala land. guess an hour different is alot as i am feeling v tired.

ciao

2007-06-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

went to Mel's birthday celebration yesterday. quite a number of them ddnt turn up:

dabbies, grace, jimmy - working

carina n cynthnia - sick

jeff n kw - last min something on

so onli left - mi, fangru, wein, lishan, v0n first. weijie join us later after work. abit of crop up when we are gg to the pub. ha. but luckily everyting turn out right, HOR ~ :x

and we drank tequlia wif spirit. not bad ar. thought we onli will drank abit.. who knows after about 2 hr. left 1/4 onli =X thanks to Mr Wein who got drank and started to talk rubbish in e cab. i took the cab home wif him and he was like saying dis repeating: " i know what e taxi uncle is thinking.." e uncle understood our conversation and keep looking back thru e mirror. tink wein freak e uncle out sia.. drop off first as he is okay, juz keep complaining he wan to sleep. & Mr Wein aso painted his fingernails BLUE~ OHMIGOD. tink he is cuming nearer to becoming our "jiemeiz" le. ha. almost everyone was looking at his nails when he walk past. even e drinks auntie whom he brought his drink from was laughing at him! but his dressing turn to be better le. at least start to wear better clothng le =) and Ms Mel aso drank ar.. super high lor. ha

but then.. is still a good turn chill out ar.. till shan birthday on the 23rd ar~ will upload e photos once i hab..

2007-06-02T21:16:00.001-07:00

duno how cum i cant see dis post. hopefully dis will help ar.

16 May 2007 - my birthday

went to clark quay to makan. walk e two stretch finding food to eat lor. saw chunwai n his gf thr also. juz a brief glance until..

finally settle at an indo restaurant..

mr egg- head :x
he busy looking when e food is serving lor.

our food - bbq stuff - chix, sotong, fish n satay. e chix is v nice. UPS.

kang kong - not v nice n v SPICY

finally - US =)

initally wan to see blades of glory. so walk to cein cathay. but left 1st row. so left for home after tat becoz too tired le.. nice day spend.

my presents (but not all)

the wrapping that fer's design. UPS le. bu kuai is do fashion designing de. ha

the present from my sisters. guess wallet. fer's de idea.

presents from weijie, von,mel.. forget to take wat is inside the present.. consist of a necklace n photo frame. and the green pkt is chocolate ar.

hweeli, peijing and ling gave me. is actually a makeup sofa. which i know later. thought they gave me a "sofa" for wat :x

dis is the packeting for the sofa

I forget to take fangru and ru presents ar. so still incomplete. will update that when i took e pix. photos wif my sisters, secondary friend n poly mates will be up soon. not in my SD card so cant retrieve ar~!

2007-05-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

I will update my blog for my birthdae s0on ok? once i got e pix from lishan, hweeli and abit from janz.

for now.. i juz wan bless my beloved team - Liverpool tat they will win tonight against milan. i know alot bet tat milan will win ar.. but still. i pin my hope on liverpool ok? =D

anyway, gong xi JY go back cathay work ar. your daes finally still go back work till u go NS. ha. but no worry la. u old bird le.. somemore so fierce, who dare bully u? ha.

abit of work problem here n there since yesterdae.. then todae one of the dept coorinator call to tell me that one of her guys cant make it for the course n e course has already been paid and will be commencing next week~! somemore tomorrow and fri i habing staff oridentation and wont be back in office for long.. mafan and more mafan..

stupid ah ru birthdae cuming? if u are reading.. juz tell mi wat u wan la.. buy ur present aso another headache ar~ else i juz choose wat i like since our taste quite similar. and my BIG BIG present ar. prepare for dhl wor~ :x

watch spiderman and blades of glory wif boi last sat at vivo =) both are good show. blades of glory is super funny. should watch ar =) but like quite short ar.. maybe more worth it on weekdae ar.. spiderman is good.. which i dun know why my bro sae not nice ar. but taste different la. i felt it contains like friendship ties, romance and action. not juz the normal action and romance.. and is really touching =)

pirates of carb.. e oncoming target..

zZz...

2007-05-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

I hab an enjoyable birthday celebration. from my friends to my boi =)

last sat went pub wif my poly mates. (fangru,von, mel,lishan,cynthnia,weijie,jeff,wein) will upload the photos once i got e photos from lishan ar. u people are one crazy kids. like squeezing 9 pple into jeff small car? too bad the pix cant show how packed we are all inside the car. its reali funny =)

thanks for e birthdae present ; von,mel,weijie & fangru. ddnt expect anyone will buy becoz it meant to be juz a gathering. n sweet of fangru to come all e way down to outram to pass mi e present. love all of it. thanks =D

then went celebrate wif my secondary mates (ling,hua,hweeli) went the jap restaurant at marine square to makan. pix in hweeli's camera. will upload once i got too. hab a nice birthdae cake and a good chat wif hua 2 =)

actual day went celebrate wif my boi ar. simple meal at riverside. initally wan watch movie - blades of the glory but left e first row.. both are tired so headed home. he sae he hab a surprise on dis sun for me. we'll wait n see.. =)

tomorrow will be wif my sisters. makan and finally ktv. e room is booked. so is confirmed that it WILL commence. YEAH. i hab another a string of list of songs i wana sing le. :x

Happy 20th year to mi =D

2007-05-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

Todae did a trial run today wif Loretta and this is e finale...

we add on another ingredient - mango. and it is a gd choice becoz it make e muffins taste nicer =)

See the sea horse? its actually real de. of course is dead now. i borrow it from boi's mum. thought is juz a good craftman's work.. who know it actually real :x

we even have a heart shape muffin~ is actually a mishap by Loretta while making e muffin but it turns out to be a good mishap becoz it is pretty =)

a close up..

dalala~ e finale wif all de deco. the big seashells is loretta de. duno whr they pick up le ar.. some of it is from boi.. =)

hope we can get 1st~ =D

2007-05-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

This is our baby creation - name as Ocean Corals Berries =)

its made up of strawberry n blueberries as wat u can see. & contains yogurt mix wif dragon fruit in the middle of the muffins. & the muffins is baked by Loretta wif oatmeal n raisins. Super Healthy cAn~

and the garnish by e sides is actually the tip leave of the strawberries. :x everyting is useful ya?

lets hope we win e 1st price or at least top three ar~ jia u~

2007-04-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

went to eat wif ling at a japanese restaurant at Marine Square. E one near e uob bank at e far end of cafe cartel.

it is nice =) but v filling. so ddnt reali try their side dishes. their dessert - green tea ice cream cake tat i share wif her is nice 2. will visit thr more often =D

went to find y0ng n chatted wif her abit. i guess i haven been much chances to tok wif her recently since fer birthdae. & her bf came suddenly giving her a surprise. He was been standin outside e store for quite sometime but motion me not to inform her. so i did not & its like i forgotten about him still waiting outside like 15 min. then finally tink he waited quite long n came to stand behind yong which e senseless her ddnt felt tat someone is standing close to her lor. eventually her bf went out since we are still toking and then she finally saw her. at least can see she is delighted =D

initally wana go ktv but is like too exp. the cheap one at chinatown is booked fully. k box is $26++ . kster is $21++ and e worst is party world which is a freaking $35 per px~ and we onli reach thr about 10pm. so is like onli 3am lor.

so decided juz guai guai go home.

but nv.. we will source for kakis for FRI~

2007-04-29T22:47:00.000-07:00

Tried making my dessert juz now wif Loretta and it is a SUCCESS. she bake the muffins at home and brought over. then we put yogurt and fruits(blueberry,strawberry) on t0p of it. t0ok photos too but will post it once i recieve it from her =)

YEAH~ Bakerzin later wif ling. i already thought of wat to eat already. . since tml both of us are not working.. we can ROT late outside later. i guess it been sometime since i can rot outside on a weekedae ar. since after working, its been a routine to stay at home or boi hse at weekdae.

Brought e watercress soup wif Loretta juz now and it taste nice =) hope they will have it every now n then ar.

I am so lo0king forward to May because all e weekend will be gg to be packed wif activities =D

dis weekend shld be gg little shopping wif hua to get ready for her job. 2k job at her poly le. so good.

next week wif e poly mates. i believe its gg to be another photomanic n crazniess dae. LOL

then wif e girls & Boi.

Finally gg to mit up wif e idoitic Ru who finally can make out some time to mit mi n ling le. & we are gg to celebrate our birthdae together =D

its gg to be a good MAY

happy 35 mths =)

2007-04-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Juz came back from my normal routine - play badminton =) hweeli cant make it c0z she went JB. which is g0od ar.. at least she tried to go thr le.. then next time ji0 her g0 aso not tat hard ar :x

went to makan porridge at henderson and its still taste tat g0od. being quite long since i last went thr. after i start working to be precise. then wanted to rot at mcd becoz v hot ar.. then who knows todae got man u n everton match ar.. bustling wif people inside ar.. okok.. MAN U WINS. is a 3 - 2 score. Chey. thought probably everton can make a miracle and win or draw ar. tink we reali a lucky star for Man U lorz. we juz went in then they score le. everton at tat time is already 2 goal le. then after we made our purchases.. they score again ar.. then after tat, they score another goal which ended the match nicely. i doubt thr is any Everton fans at thr becoz all is like Man U de fans. Since they are cheering when Man U make a goal.

anyway.. going to eat bakerzin on Mon~! wif ling. finally. ha. i wan to try other dessert and e main course ah.
will try to post e pix. ask ling take e photos and i will post it up =D

weekend is ending again.. good is tues is a public hoildae ar..

looking forward.. to my pay date again..

=X

2007-04-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

Juz came back from a small gathering wif e girls (excluding lue who has OT n yong who nid to feed her bread) b0i n alck came along as they unexpectedly hab planned to go to Clementi to eat at his claypot rice 2 =)

e claypot rice is nice =) but ddnt manage to clear everyting. fer n janz ddnt ate much but e rest of us tried out best la. hab a good time toking stuffs other than e BKK thing ar. which i doubt i can promise them i will go. since everyting cannot be confirm, i will put as i will not be gg ar. since june hab event like family dae which i hab to help out n my leave things are not settled. i dun wana juz leave n heck care everyting leaving Calvin n Loretta some headache here n there la. after all, i am e onli one doing most of e daily job thr.

i hope time pass fast tml and hopefully Loretta is feeling better ar =)

sweet ting is boi little brother brought his gf home. and he ask mi see aso ar. & seeing e girl like seeing mi in e past. like innocent face (:x) then wear spec. juz tat she more tanned ar. hope dis sweet little couple will last ar. =) & hope will be more reasonable compared to e another one.. :x abit bad ar.. but then, is like i kinda dislike those girl who is childish and prosessive and she like quite into e grp ar.. so naturally is dun reali like her la.. =X but then, is e own liking ar :x

will update s0on..cynthnia sae cable ski weekend go v lot pple.. i guess is quite true ar.. else we juz stick back to sentosa le ba..sadded... hopefully.. :x

& LIVERPOOL LOST~! nil... sadded. hope e next run they can score 2 then go into the championleague~ wo hui zhi zi ni de =)

2007-04-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

Being quite sometime since i update e blog wif pix as my comp cant detect my phone. suprisely, i tried todae again and it manage to detect it so here i am... updating some random photos =)

My office table. abit messy as wat u can see. busy busy dae.

did u see e subway paper bag on my table? is my all time favourite cookie le. colleague brought for mi at jp de.

Mi and jhui at minds cafe. e onli pix i hab in my phone.

mi & my boi at our 33 mths. misty effect but is e best pix out of e 3 lots.

loretta brought mi to bakerzin to try on their dessert and is nice. and is really small =x

e dessert tat i ate. UP =) and loretta ate e tuna salad which is v nice. is half cooked but u cant taste e fishy smell and is taste v nice still =D

gg to rest le... weekend juz gone juz like tat.. sadded.. but.. i will hab a good week =D

2007-04-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

Well.. yesterdae went to celebrate fereen birthdae. as usual e same pple except wif e bfs like melvin, alywin and my boi =) went to eat at dis italian restuarant which i tink they serve nice pizza at vivO.

movie is great - wild hogs.. recommanded =)

ddnt ended nicely but then.. its e perspective.

mit up wif my all - time - favourite cycling kakis - ling wif hwee li joining us dis time. at first is ask kat along to teach us blade.. but she fly back le. so we juz cycle ar.. as usual.. i put bad curse on ling so she become unwell ar. then we went to see e cable skid which i so tempt to try sia..

why not e next gatherin wif e poly mates we go thr ar ? :x

initally wan join clubbing wif yuanhong they all.. but mi n ling abit shag out from e cycling n i ddnt slept enough yesterdae either.

weekend ending soon.. but i hab a good dae out cycling wif e girls =D

& a BIG SORRY to yuanh0ng for e cancellation though ling sae u v HIGH. ha. we will go together somedae i guess.. :x

2007-04-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

Okay. Slacking for quite sometime and now i am back ok?

=)

time pass rather fast working. is already a month. colleagues are friendly but like not reali my click le. probably due to some age gap and work ba. most of e time, they are toking about work stuff. other than my executive loretta, i think like e rest is juz so so ar. thought wendy is not bad aso. juz dun hab e click ar :x

hab my first HR meeting wif e rest of my colleagues. abit boring ba. but like cant do wat except listening. & is like we sat for 2 hrs + thr inside lor. like all e superiors have so much to update too.

ddnt mit up wif e poly mates last sat. sway sway "bad" dae ar. so i rot at pun hse. life getting like too routine in our relationship. both agreed that we gg tink of sth to spice it up =) else like, mm.. quite reali n0rmal ar.

been quite tired dis daes.. and went everyting is like tat.. something happen. alright. hope tat is it and over.

went to celebrate pun's brother, winston birthdae yesterdae. hab our dinner at Lemongrass. the food thr are so-so onli ar. not reali highly recommanded personally.

OKAY.

gtten change e blogskins le.

finally

2007-03-26T02:04:00.000-07:00

Another tiring day sia. Duno how come alway Sunday night i couldnt slept well. My colleague ask me isnt i am stress? But i feel okay le. maybe feel sianz because working le la. waiting till when i really will look forward to working sia. ha

Boi going diving! & i choose not to go. becoz of the cost la. $500+ lorz. they going rendang. So wanted to go. but if everytime i wanted to go dis n tat, guess within 2 years i dun nid to study le la. savings all gone le sia. :x somemore probably going to Taiwan dis coming Sept, so cant afford to anyhow spend ar. tat one will probably cost about $2000+ le.

Work was as normal today. kinda scare to send payment to finance as normally something will crop up ar. wat forget to attach wat, or put wat person to sign or forget to put something. Tink like they aso called until sian. So hope i can nice nice faster remember everything so, wont have such problem ar.

stomach is like so BIG lorz. eating and sitting down after that. totally no excerise. shld be gg to play badminton wif ling dis week. at least got some "movement".

last sat intend to go back sch take cert wif fangru. Who know reach thr close le. still th0ught 5om close when is actually 1pm. made our way back to causeway and saw sheh fang and his gay partner. iS like so coincidence becoz i was mentioning to fangru that he was been called to go interview at NTU. then saw him le.ha.

lastly to lue, dun worry girl =) is a thing that cannot be avoided. know ya worry but ya just keep urself safe n sound is e best thing to him ar. he wont want to worry for u aso when he is in a not so good situation either :X . take care =)

2007-03-23T00:51:00.000-07:00

Just another b0ring dae. but todae w0rst ah. really nothing to do. now doing some sorting of training and its only 4.11pm sia. good thing is most of the people in the office is out doing some stuffs which i aso duno. and my superior aso went alone. that why i can blog abit.

yesterdae went to dabbies birthday party. Feel so good to see e rest : Fangru, vonne, Mel, Carina, Cynthia, Weijie and Lishan. Though we like ddnt meet for quite sometime, we still got tons of crap n things to tok sia. mostly still is about work related thing ar. but is like everyone got updated with each other life.

thought reach home late and slept late. is really a good "gathering" for us ar. waiting for the 6th April when we meet again ar.. with more people =)

is already Friday le. Yipee. My weekend? unsure. tml meeting fangru take our certification. then if ling brough my things from thai, i gg meet her too ba to take if she free.. then i gg rest thru my weekend.

*is just so complicated*

2007-03-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

I dun like my blog's skin. I promise i will change it WHEN i hab e time ar. dis days after w0rk, is shag out and juz wan to lie on bed. Accompany by mask n air-c0n. i can understand why Da S sae in a interview tat she alway look forward to go home n lie down in a air-con r0om. so "shu fu" =)

okay ar. is nt at if there is no comfortable chair to sit in my office, juz tat i can totally relax at h0me. dun hab to care ab0ut tings. actually, my work is doing only on training. YAH, everyting about it. setting up the course in e net, signing up for them, reminding of them to go, pay for e course. e problem onli start wif e signing up of course becoz i guess i not very familarize wif e system n everyting yet & e reminding of them f0r e course. But dis is secondary ar, if ddnt remind, aso okay de la =x

1 weeks at thr, starting to get more "xi guan" la. hopefully by e end of dis week, i can be independently before Serene left e dept =(

anyway, colleagues are friendly as usual, bosses too. especially mine, Calvin, super friendly n like forever smiling ar. then todae aso came a new superior, which i hab to report to, Loretta. she is friendly aso. h0pe hab a good co-working together ar.

juz counting d0wn t0 my pay daes... 2 weeks more~!

2007-03-13T01:21:00.000-07:00

Mm.. currently working now but was very bored. work was slow today but was good for me ah. at least give me time to learn la. not so kan chiong. colleagues were friendly and so was my superior. =) but dis 2 daes very tired la. 1st dae of work de night ddnt slept well. i was NOT excited & scare to start work but i duno why i cant fell asleep which normally happen if i was excited or scared. Maybe thought of working e next dae feel sian ba. :x

monday was very dead. ddnt manage to absorb much. only e invoice ting. then almost felt asleep on e chair lor. temperature is juz nice. not too cold nor hot. then nothing to do. then dun dare surf e net. so become super bored la.

todae was quiet dae. did an invoice payment. check courses for e employee. thankfully my trainer, serene was very patient ar. though i ask repeatly, but she ddnt fare up. & she is a year smaller than mi ar.. but she leaving soon coz she temporary staff de. hopefully e company will hold her more longer ar =)

anyway, food was reasonable okay here ar. dis 2 daes eating mixed rice. actually onli got tat n noodles la. so not much choice la. but e food thr is considered to be cheap la. then got to makan wif serene n another colleague, wendy. both v hyper. which is good ar. coz i duno wat to sae for now since i am new ar =)

lookin forward to my weekends. then i can sleep, sleep n sleep...

2007-03-06T09:13:00.001-08:00

Currently addicted to the show- Corner with love. Da S n Xiao Zhu starring.

comment.. i find it super nice n touching. =) & it like can make mi tears ar. i cant remember e last show tat make mi tear. maybe e qiu tian de tong hua ( e korean drama). even moment to remember i aso ddnt tear :x so tat why, i felt dis show v touching. THUMB UP! anyone got e dvd, can kindly borrow mi =X those haven watch, faster do dl or can watch in you tube aso faster la.

annyway, hab a busy week. mit up wif ling todae to shop f0r my f0rmal wear n wif janz yesterdae. finally brought a t0p t0dae. =) & thank to both esp ling ar. c0z she pei mi go t0wn to viv0 and back to t0wn again. & i nid to search at least 2 more t0p ar. and 1 more b0tt0m.~ left onli afew daes to do my sh0pping.

tml playing manj0ng wif fangru,jy and ling. dun0 can play overnight ma c0z i scare e n0ise will travel up or d0wn n disturb my neighbour. s0 tml i will be doing a testing then test see whether will be n0isy ma.

anyway, i as0 dun0 got update tat i c0nfirm my j0b le. c0z blogger abit naggy. keep cant seeing my latest p0st. will be starting w0rk next m0ndae at natsteel. wish mi luck =)

2007-02-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

Surprise n Surprise. Woke up todae and to my surprise, my agent called and told mi tat e previous big company tat i went interview but was rejected offered mi back.. but e dilema is tat, i went to a bigger company yesterdae. and e pay and e incentives that he is giving is attractive. imagine going oversea for hoildae n company pay for ya. :x s0 called up pple and m0st ask mi pick e bigger company. but e problem is i am not confirm. coz mine is e first group of people to interview. then still got more people. and yesterdae was a last min ting to interview and i ddnt bring my resume, wore simply. so maybe first impression is not v good le ar.

i was still waitin for e agent to call back. to tell mi e feedback of my performance yesterdae to decide. but i like gt tat feeling again tat i get in although i seriously hope i can =)

may god be wif mi.. gif mi a good new okay then i will guai guai reject my dis current offer by tml le.

2007-02-28T08:19:00.000-08:00

Went for another company interview. big company. but i seriously got tat feeling tat i wont get in sia. haxi. sianz ar.. maybe is a big company and i felt like i reali have nothing that i can offer them as i tink they are still alot of better candidiate out thr. hate tat feeling and after each rejection. feel more sianz. maybe i dun hab e experience but i seriously nid e pay else my further studies will not be able to commence so fast. I promise i will work doubly hard if ya let mi in ok? *pray pray* =)

juz came back from e outing wif hweeling, xianghua, meihui n jinhui. is quite a enjoyable moment to catch up, play games at minds, went to eat dou hua and then chat at mcd. and our coming manjong session maybe dis sun or nt week. gambling luck not v good ar. went to peijing hse to play but lost about $8. dis sat play manjong again. hopefully wont lost ar.

nothing much to sae about.. quit my cathay job. adeline sae if after tat still cant find a job, go back help her becoz tink they gg mass hire pple aso & nid pple to train them aso ar.
see first ar. my hopes now pin on tat COMPANY~

i pray that u will grant my wish. and i will be a good gal to work extra hard. to let my parents live a more comfortable life and let them xiang qing fu le =) i be guai, promise?

2007-02-20T08:21:00.000-08:00

Mm.. decide to reject e job offer after speaking to the "lao jiao" - chou's cousins. they sae they like trying to eat mi then chou's cousin de bf help mi check it out e area then sae its like not v good. then logically, since i wan to earn more money, i shld find a company tat can gif mi more ar. e basic pay is not bad juz tat no bonus. which they sae alot of company will at least gif abit ar.

nvm.. i will wait to find a bigger job opportunity.

went to ling hse to play card & manjong today with her friends n peijing. lost at cards. tink my luck is shitty at gambling dis year ar. starting win, behind will lost. sat gg pun hse play manjong wif his little brother n alvin. hope can win some ar +)

wish mi luck in my job searching.

2007-02-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

Confirm start work at 1 mArch. HR assistant. Work venue is at Bukit batok. Around shatec thr ar. abit inconvinence for mi c0z nid to take train n bus aagain. Somemore onli one bus gg in. I can foresee the bus quene for 189 will be vvv long. coz got ite thr. shatec n the industrial area which i am in.

Hopefully e colleague are easily to get along n sweet pple 2. Tat time went interview is they look friendly la. hopefully is ar. at first wan wait for my friend another lobang, nearer. At tanjong pagar. But e job scope is juz recruitment. And i wan to learn everyting. payroll, permit, leave,etc. which dis currently hab. coz is a construction company like tat and handle alot of foreign w0rkers ar. :x Even daniel mummy ask mi go try. so i tink, "why not?"

but transportation will be v xiong. especially without concession. sianazation. then deduct estimate amount. probably e most can save about $300? when will i save enough for my Uni fee sia. but nvm ar. once i get e hand of all, i can go find other company with higher pay if e pay for dis company remain e same =)

& good ting is.. dis company allow t-shirt for their outfit =) dun hab to wear those uncomfortable formal. then fri n sat can wear jean.

antipating till 1 march. going to mit up wif my friends b4 gg in. tml steam boat at fer hse. nt week ktv wif ling ru and probably peijing. then girl night wif hua, jinhui n meihui at e end of e month =)

wish mi luck ok? no blunter, no BIG mistake, good colleagues..

=)

2007-02-08T09:22:00.000-08:00

7th Feb 2007

Outing wif my poly mates. totally is a blast man. thought not alot turn up. but i guess is e people thr who is important ar. =)

let e picture do e talking ba..

Firstly, went back to dis $10 family ktv at chinatown where "somebody" cant find it tat time "x

everyone is so engrossed with something. Mi n lishan duet

jeff is alway so ready to take photo

FangRu, Melissa, Lishan

Carina, Sheh Fang n Grace

And us

Yum Seng!

After that, we went to makan at the market at Chinatown after Yvonne join us. we spend think probably about 2 hrs juz sitting there n tok. It was great =) crapping, chilling, toking. & we look like tourist, coz we keep taking photos at e market and while we are doing e shots, alot of ah pei n a table of ah mos keep smiling at us sia.

and e full house: Melissa, Carina, Fangru, Cynthnia, Sheh Fang, Grace, Jeff, Yvonne, Mi n Lishan =D

e Pearile Teeths

Our superstar - Carina

The flasher - everyone is horrifed but yvonne seem to be grinning with delight. ha

after that, we cant decide where to go so we stop outside e mrt n start chatting again. it is quite funny ar. is like got place can sit down n tok dun wan. then we like juz standing around like talking sia

Our face seem so "enlarged" :x

pix-manic outside e MRT oblivious to e strangers around

Cant wait till next tues before we chill out again =)

2007-02-05T07:33:00.000-08:00

ha. weird. i keep feelin v emo down dis period. especially dis 2 weeks. i am not sad. but thr like a tagging feeling inside mi which i aso dun knw ar. easily sad. ar. depression le ar. ha. mood not e best and unintentionally v easy fed up on my family member esp my mum ar. paisei sia.

hope e feeling will go off ar. maybe when i find a HR work le i will be better. like felt tat based on my cert, i doubt i can easily find job thr. keep my finger cross. dun reali wan to waste time to work other line since i aso wan to study U. thr so many ting i wan to do. little time. no money. i wan to complete my major in HR, driving license, taiwan n HK trip & i wana go diving again.

last sun wif malaysia wif pun, his brothers n dad. went to vist his dad friend and shop around. went back thr suddenly thought of diving sia. coz e air different ar. we went to quite an ulu place n e air is super refreshing. like when i go diving at dayang.

i wan to faster find a new job. and faster get out of Cathay. e way e ting works is reali getting on my nerve! inflexible working..

i wan to learn mediation. calm my inner soul. i wna to learn to be a better pple. with a bigger heart, bigger soul and a more calming inner soul =)

2007-01-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

I know i haven been updating for a million years. everyting is good now. FYP over, Presentation over. so is juz counting down to graduation. will going to type my resume and start sending out. am concentrating in HR department as wat i am interested. at least i hab a target in mind now ar.

was busy wif alot of stuff dis weeks. went shopping wif fangru and hua for my chinese new year clothing. saw a top not bad at bugis wif hua todae. simple but i like ar. coz is quite long.. then can cover my HUGE tights sia :x am waiting for ling to be "ok" to go shopping wif mi then maybe i check around before confirming. Am aso going to buy some imported clothing from taiwan and korean.. but its reali cheap buying frm thr ya~ juz tat duno will it looks nice on mi ar. is a risk to take ar. at least it is not so common.

health not been good dis year. firstly is grastic pain which result in mi vomiting, dizzness in e early weeks then now is severe stomach pain. i duno wat going on in my stomach but i hope thr is nothing wr0ng coz i got tons of tings i haven done =(

ha.. seem so emo but guess tat life ar. is unpredicable and anyting could happen. i juz onli wish for good health to everyone and MI~ c0z i got bad health so dis v imp0rtant to mi ar. ha.

may everyone hab good health (esp mi "x) n endless happiness =D

2007-01-06T08:42:00.000-08:00

I h0pe that bro will not have any tr0uble. By tml, we'll knw..

seriously, i am v scared n0w. i seriously h0pe "he" is ok.. i cant understand why cant he juz c0ntrol his temper. cant he juz "ren".. somemre tat guy is n0t tat n0rmal s0me0ne.. is s0me0ne wif ALOT of p0wer. i felt like vomiting le..

he ask mi dun care. h0w can i dun care! if anyting happen, i d0ubt my elderly parents can tahan.especially my mum. is like juz n0w i v0w gif mum a g0od life, & such a grave matter happen. is like a drama ma. feel totally like crying.

May e g0d hear, let my br0ther be safe. I will pr0mise be a g0od gurl. & pray more to ya.

*pls let my wish cum true*

2007-01-06T03:57:00.000-08:00

Am in a super bored m0od now ar.

initally miting lue n li go out buy e accessories stuff, ktv n g0od meals at marine but li not feeling well. so everyting g0ne ar. spend my whole aftern0on doing c0ding. ddnt manage to did far for my forum. but at least e sh0pping cart is clear. so if tml wein manage help mi finish my f0rum, we are ab0ut 95% d0ne ba~

hopefully by next weekend every c0ding is done. then we can do documentation. *cheers* ping ping an an ba

been lookin ar0und newspaper for job le. still sc0uting for my desired j0b. But i reali am nt sure wat i wan either. i tink i agar go into a j0b first.then see got interest ma. else maybe can change after a year or so. at least i got e "a year" experience in my resume nt time :X

is like 3 weeks then i am offically graduate.seem kinda scary. but tat life cycle: study, work, married, hab children,retired,die

I remember someone told mi tat she wan to change e cycle. dun wan married, hab children. But after all, it is still within tat cycle. juz tat u skip tat life to settle down. w0rk for e sake of earning money. feed parents, household stuff. guess i cant find e luxery t0 work happily without habing th0se responsibility and not d0ing my desired work.

how cum my dad juz cnt treat my mum slightly better sia~ i hab no right to sae when mum ddnt complain anyting either. But.. i juz pity my mum for unable to get e concern,love n care frm my dad enough. I v0w t0 gif my mum e best life 0nce i w0rk!

2007-01-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

been reali sway ar. flu, sore thoart then stomach ache earlier on. tink my auntie cuming or wat la..

been tryin to do my fyp ar. left tat little bit but e coding are not cuming out sia..
sian.. worst still.. knwing more of my friends completed le more worry ar. and e deadline is like 2 weeks later lor~ more stress

i juz wan ping ping an an pass my dis fyp. New Year Resolution~ Amen~

e online shop shld be offically on the 14th Jan. Remember to peng chang ar~ hopefully it will turn well ar. actually we ddnt hab a lot of products, but if all manage to sell well. then good ar =D

be back soon.. go iron clthes le. tata

2006-12-31T22:29:00.000-08:00

31 Dec 2006

Mit up wif ling to countdown ar. actually got afew more pple. but last min like cant. But nvm. we still got each other for company.ha.

went to eat sakae due to sudden urge by ling. & she truely enjoy herself inside. Becozz she saw alot of her old friends ar. v busy entertaining n suaning them sia. :X

wat we ate.
actually we ddnt eat tat much, we juz COLLECT from e belt.ha. even tink e waiter abit shocked by dis sight then he was like lookin at e plate but thr are onli 5 plates. :X

At first wana see movie de - The curse of e golden flower. But then left onli front 3 rows. Then she die die dun wan watch e "The Spirit of The Victims". Thus, we start to rot around e building. in e end, we brought vodka. Sat down and wait for e countdown.

....

no sight of fireworks but e pple are amazing "self-high" wif e horning of e ships.Ha. i n ling was laughin behind especially got afew pple hab their camera fix up in e sky waitin for e firework sia.

then like 12.20am le. pple are like still waiting for e miracle to happen ar. left n went playground to wait for hweeli while we play game. becoz i brought a horrible tasting vodka and cant finish. so play game to see who lost n drink it up.Yuckx.

creepy us..

Nice One~

us after hweeli off work

we took v long to get such a better one sia. though n0t e best. either my face cut off, or hweeli cvt off or ling face cut off. at least dis one, most part of e face are inside,

g0t a free cab ride home like hweeli as she can claim back e fare from her company.w0o. and ling was super high. tink she was probably drunk since she keep insisting she is not :x

End of e 2006. Starting of 2007

Nice dae out =)

2006-12-31T21:58:00.000-08:00

30 May 2006 - 2 years 7 months =D

Mit Boi after hiS b0ok Out n pR0ceed to crystal jAde. Since it is another month, so we decide to eat something slightly better de. :x

duno wat veg dumpling de. Inside all veg. Not v nice to mi though. It is actually three of it but i engrossed makaning till forget to take pix. but luckily still got one "survivor" still thr.

he ate wantan la-mian. But it is not v nice aso. sae too plain n not much taste.

His anticipation - Xiao Long Bao.

mine - Cabbage and wat chix no0dles de. e noodles actually like ud0n. thick thick de. then inside e soup got cabbage.chix.mushr0om.BUT.. not v nice aso.

Vegetable Bao - e filling inside is not e type of veg i want. it is actually e same filling as e dumpling. So we like eating e same ting juz tat e outer coating is different ar. like e case i ate wif my sisters at "Ding Tai Feng" we order wat bao, then dumpling, sui mai etc. e filling all e same but outside e skin different. But eat until scare ar~!

Still, dis is e BEST - Xiao Long Bao. But tat dae we eat not v g0od ar. e skins so easy tear off le. ddnt manage to drink much of e soup. all leak to e table de =(

He Mian Qiang to0k wif mi. But result not tat bad la.

::US:: My Eyes Are Reali Tat SMALL! i guess i hab to reali admit now that even photographic evidence is in front of mi~

after tat, we went to his mum place n took e car. slept n went to caught midnight show at The Cathay -Death Note 2. E place was surprising not tat crowded as i thought it will and seating was still v empty. I tink we are in e biggest hall and onli like 1/3 seats are taken.

e show i tink is Nice la. And e ending i ddnt expect tat it will be tat way ar. Maybe i ddnt read e comic ar. & heard from ling tat e comic n e show is different ar. thought e ending quite similar ar.. Still, I like "L" better ar. though i tink he can dun die de. But i guess he juz sake his life on Light tat he is kira still he willing to bet his life on it ar.

Nice dae spend =D

2006-12-24T06:50:00.000-08:00

w0o..

christmas eve today. But i am struck at home. Okay, fine. at least i am better than ferren who is chionging project at home. i miz e atmosphere outside. but nvm. at least i am at home wif someone ar =D though not out in e fun, juz contented being like tat.

tink being quite sometime since i last chiong wif my friends on such occasion. hoilday cumin to an end soon. being so fast. i haven done much fyp. haven earn enough money!

but then.. i tink i am glad tat i mit up wif lots of my friends.yuhua.cathay friends.sisters.secondary school mates(s0on). left e stupid ah ru wif ling n peijing to go minds. then at least really my hoildae is fulfilling ar.. still unfulfilled wish to mit up wif xhua they all. hopefully before e hoildae can mit up, wait till she is back frm genting ar.

tml gg to mit secondary sch mates. though not alot of pple. at least thr are those who "enthu" wif it ar. no matter how many pple, got pple can le ar.. else wan play game. aso hard ar.. ha.. yes, i gg back to minds cafe again. :x

dis tues juz went wif metta, angeline, kj,dean and my boi. hab quite a g0od time n aso glad tat they all aso enjoy ar. juz tat i n boi left earlier. ddnt manage to see angeline "shi ai" sia. ha. nvm. other chance to cum by. :x

e accessioes online shop will be up soon ar. stay tuned okay? & remember to support ar.. ha..

&

Happy Merry Christmas peeps.

2006-12-17T10:20:00.000-08:00

Sunday

intent initally stay at home do my programming, but hua ask mi out. so off i goes ah. and i am very late. but luckily she not out yet. becoz e weather is very cooling n after it rain, it seem abit dark. so i thought it is early mrning. and i slept till 1.10pm~ and i am miting her at 1.30pm at bugis sia~ but heng, she haven stepped out so readjust e timing ar.

shop ar0und then we went to mit pun. pei her purchase her stuff then i n boi go to his dad hse to makan ar.

tml mitin e girls go buy e stuff. then tues go minds cafe e cathay mates.. busy busy busy. when will e motivation for my fyp coming sia~! *worry cant finish*

*may god be wif mi*

finale with photos of mi n boi taken in e bus. though abit blurry, but i like dis best ah :x

good night.. zZz

2006-12-17T09:46:00.000-08:00

ling took de. @@~ so obvious, she wan all e camera view to herself. mine is juz a small corner. so i force her to re-take

Then tink she scare mi sae her wan "qiang jing tuo", so she took more to my side, then kana her face cut off abit.. ar.. hab to re-take again~
finally a nice one ar.. *phew*

She is impatentily waitin for e waitress to come so she rather do e manual way - from e computer

Our first orders...

forget to take e photo of e ice cream. which they go fry de. is nice ar. and considered cheap.$3.20 onli =)

lastly, our bags =D her wif e "man zhu" face though onli one is hers :x

e white one is mine while e remaining is hers. Her damage is $70 while mine is about $31 overrall :X

2006-12-17T09:23:00.000-08:00

Sat

Mit up wif ling on short notice. Went to see "over e exile" by aaron kwok. E one tat he won award but ling sae not nice. i find it not bad. got story plot. abit emtional film on some part. & e bad ting is, e music will come out suddenly and at inapporiate time which i tink. so e film is been dragged down by some factors. overall, a nice film ar.

both brought a bag at e B1 thr. all e small shops in e middle de. quite cheap ar. and i am quite happy wif e purchases. $19.90.

she, however, make a further dent to her bank by purchasing more facial masks. another tink $30+ fly aagin.

walked over to PS to makan our sakae sushi. initally c0uld not get any seats inside and e weather is quite humid, so doesnt wan to sit outside. While rotting, went over to PS and hope to find peijing present. But unfortunately, ddnt catch any ar.

decide to try back sakae and luckily, dis time got space ar.

after finish eating. still got sometime, then suddenly got urge to go mind cafe. and tata.. off we went..

BUT..

there is an event gooing on.. so they wont be open until after 11pm. then if wan to make reservation, still nid to leave down $20 in case we dun go back. so tinking tat will be quite late le. so dun wan lorz.. thus, went over paradiz shoppin centre for e acrade..

seriously, i tink thr play is cheap ar. mostly all is 0.50 cent. even th0se sho0ting games de. while most outside may cost $1.00. & e good ting is, e tokens is in cash of 0.50 cent. so if dun wan play le, can still use as $$ ma..

another good ting is, e machine got problem de. one put 0.50cent, can play 5times ar. e best example cum from ling. becoz she got e "lucky hand" to keep having those extra free play machine ar. juz accidently press "start" then can play le without putting on money sia..

super heng right? and she manage to play "deyota", e driving car de 5 times on juz 50cent becoz e machine keep on allowing unlimited play. till after e 5 times, "it" suddenly w0ke up and stop her fun :x

waitin for e next gathering, dis time, wif e rest =D

2006-12-13T07:43:00.000-08:00

w0o.. been lost in time for quite sometime tat i forgotten to update le :x

life been pretty e same. basically now on hoildae. so mainly is working. but forking out time to do my fyp to0. i wana complete it before my hoildae end, but with e endless problem and uncertainly, i doubt we can ar.. :x h0pe miracle will happen ar..

dis week been pretty hardworking. working a straight 4 daes. ha. tat is not hardworking to any usual pple but to most of them, seeing mi work for daes is. becoz normally my schedule is one or two daes ah. 0ops.. :x

nt mondae wif sisters go buy e material, then will proceed to lue hse to fix e stuff n settle everyting. then tues will be miting metta they all go out =D been waiting daes to mit up wif her n e rest ah. hopefully more pple will cum ah. maybe juz another kJ ar.. but nvm. mre pple, e merrier ah.

hearing my supervisor complain to mi juz n0w about w0rk stuff , mostly of e management, make mi feel like so ke lian of them ar.. is like if "she" is in e past, i tink most of e managers will not hab left le ba.. & she was s0 amazed i been thr for 3 years le.. tat i can tahan. but i guess difference lies tat i n0t in e management stuff. no commitment. & working less daes helps, becoz i wont feel so frustrated by e way "she" handle stuff. guess it ddnt occur to her e high turnover rate is mostly due to her. Fire here n thr & her on-going moodswing , scolding pple when she is in a bad m0od,etc made staffs goes off s0 fast. but nvm.. is juz a parcel of e company tat i am used to seeing.

& i saw sAha e other dae. when he came back for meeting. but he is his n0rmal self lorz. is like i am quite excited to see him, then his first sentence is " eh, pass mi e crispy chix" ah.. sadded ah. ha. but i guess dis is him ar. e alway so serious him. but nice seeing him. But i haven suan him tat he grew fatter le then he already g0ne le.

was reading my past friendster's testiomonal juz n0w. is like so warm to read of e testimonal ah.. like jeremy seni0r de about e hobbies ting. my sisters de..lydia de..ling de.. especially when i read lydia then, then i was remember like so long since i last mit her. is like about 2 years le. and still can remember e swenson ice cream then we go makan after our cl0sing. will make an effort to mit her out ah.. =D and of course, i suddenly thought of my nya 2~ one of my favourite secondary kakis sia. especially when mi, hua,jinhui,meihui when to her hse for baking of cakes.. w0o.. seem a million of years has pass le sia..i am so confirm i will date her out s0on wif e rest :)

bef0re i gradute frm rP, i wana take pix wif those closer friends n keep it in my ph0ne. at least once in a while when i seee my pix, i will remember t0 ka-jiao them once in a while. i believe once we are oUt of rP, it is much harder to mit up.different lifestyle, work, goals, aims..still v glad at i know u all ah. at least life in poly is alot happier thr e three years.

ha.. i like saying my last word sia. juz seeing those article about e sudden deaths.. make mi wana pen down watever thank n thoughts ar.. at least if wat ah *touch wood* at least thr still a last note ah. ha..

i wana sae...

I LOVE MY FAMILY MEMBERS - Mummie, Papa & my idotic br0ther
-though i am n0t e most guai daughter in e world, but i still love u all alot ah. will learn to control my temper ya~

I LUB ...

MY 24-hR sister - Yuhua
-my alway thr sisters thr my kindegarden to primary sch, secondary school and now.. u kn0w mi e best and definately glad our fate crosses so tat we know each other =D

MY SISTERS - doggy.mouse.banana.moon.fer.ah ru (*though quite long ddnt mit up, but i still luB u still, haa*)
-my crappy partnerss n crazy sisters. wat can i still sae.. ur's e type of friends one shld hab :)

Cathay Kakis - Metta, angeline, wendy, jess, jasline, joanne, My all time favourite boss-Jude Chong, bryan, brendon, saha, ash1, lydia,norman,kaimei, janice,bee yan,etc..
- mainly everyone tat has make a smile in my cathay life n leave sweet memeories ah..

Secondary School Mate - Ling, Hua, Peijing, Meihui, Lavanya, JinHui
- Mainly e few tat i am more close to during e secondary school in some part or another. Thank for e fun n laugher ya brought.. U guys ROX~

Rp Mates - Fangru, Yvonne, Starry, Piggy, Nilu, Ping, Carina, Kirk, Dabbies, JiayIng, Amanda,KianHua,JY,Shuna,etc
- U people are those tat i click de over e 3 years. tHank for e laugher n tahan-ness for my craps n rubbish. gg to graduate in a month time le. h0pe after tat still able to mit up somehow ar..

Lastly.. Of course is mY bOi ah..

2 Years together is definately not so smooth-sailing like most couples. Very down at e starting and in between, problem keep cuming uP. I w0nt confirm saE we will last, since uncertainly and unexpected tings do haPpen, but hoPefully we will ah =) tHank for e 2 years n 6 m0nths j0y n laugher. we hAb a long way to go..indifference to settle down, compromise and giving in to go on.. but i believe e relationship will juz get stronger over e years =D muAcks l0ve..

seem like a very long entry ah.. but once in a while write, so write abit longer ah..

lastly...

*Happi belated birthdae jY* dun sae i ddnt wish u ah althought late le :x & stop complaining about my p0st ah.. shitter.. :x

2006-12-03T23:04:00.000-08:00

sat-A tired dae again ar. down wif e flu aso. & i hab test later n following tat i hab to stay back for my project. but my project is i wan de ar. becoz i wan my friend help mi wif my project. faster finish, then i can chiong in my work le. mainly left 2 main function then okay ar. mine already about left 40%. hope can complete b4 e hoildae end.

my weekend as usual is spend wif boi. n0t alway. but alternally la. ddnt do much for both dae. juz tat i n boi c0ok for sat dinner. and e soup turn out superly well. another dish added to my cooking tat is PASSED =D & his bro n his gf aso ate wif us. but his bro sae tat is nice 2.

tat dae was not as tiring as i thought as i ddnt slept on fri. work till about 5.30 am then bathe n rot till about 7am, then head over to boi hse. becoz mit to eat breakfast wif him n his mummie. n surprisely i dun feel tired as time pass on. But boi n his mum keep rushing mi to sleep becoz they keep insisting i am tired. but hey, i am trained in cathay last time le, one dae plus ddnt sleep then work again aso can. so dis one no problem la :x

sun, went to IT fair wif boi n alck. n it is v cramped n squeezing, both e boi felt dizzy n i guess due to the over-crowded atmosphere ba. but luckily, all made it out "alive" ar. boi brought a mouse for his desktop n alck brought a laptop harddisk which i tink v heavy ar. much more than acer ar. but i "an wei" him tat heavy = more stability ar. since it is quite ex ar.

n we are late for e dinner. surprising, all e 3 brothers are late. his 2nd bro hopped on a cab n came to fetch us at e mrt n we head to his dad hse. But his little bro was e latest ar, but luckily boi ddnt got into anyting wif him ar. becoz when he know his 2 other brothers was gg to be late, he was so fierce sia. sae like he already v gulity making his dad, ah gong n auntie wait for him for dinner n his brothers supposing shld know n still late. actually we are late becoz we took e train to pasir ris as there will be seat ar :x so wasted about 15 min juz for tat.

n boi was not v pleased wif his bro's gf as she can let him sleep longer n she can go home by herself on fri night since his bro is working for standard chartard e "martharon" at 2.30am at pandang on sat. then after he send her home, its already 12am. so he slept onli one hr making him v tired. guess he aso heart pain for his brother ba

& after tat for sun's night, we went to buy toys wif vincent at jurong east. u knw last time powerranger got those combine together e robot. one is e green ranger e sea dinosaur or wat de. and one is both combined de. 3 of them sold at $100 to them.cheap right? last time my cousin buy, agar per paack is $50+. boi shld be able to sell v fast i tink. becoz it is hard to find it dis daes le.

counting down to hoildae--

1 more dae

=D

2006-11-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

It is quite a sometime de photo. i onli remember is on a thurs, night. on e sneak preview for casino royale bec0z hUbby got free tix to go watch at viv0.. e seat thr are reali comfortable. bad ting is we are at e first r0w ar.. so abit neck-aching when e show end. adding to it, it is a 2hr n 30 min show. so is quite bad ar. almost miz my last bus but pun ddnt hab any bus home. so he walk from vivo to river valley to search for the night rider. bUt.. he then found out is onli at weekend -_-"" his "yuan wang lu" n he sprain his ankle while walkin over becoz he was playing his ds while walkin n ddnt see a hole .. -_-""""""

us at e "carrefour". is not e same company for e carrefour. forget which company le.
we saw from a ship parked at thr n saw this v "chio" de ship

& its us taken at e ship. my photo-taking skills is not v nice. so end up giving up trying after taking quite afew shot of ugly photo n dis is taken by hubby =D

=random thoughts=

2006-11-29T19:30:00.000-08:00

I am DUPER tired. tryin hard to concentrate in class but i haBing Human Resource ah.. So it is hard to keep e "alertness" high when e module is meant to be "dead"

& worst of all, my factilitor LOVE to talk. i mean interact ar. like keep asking n toking around. n it is already 11.32am where normally shld be our break le.. i juz wan to catch a little bit of zzz before continuing on my life. am i sway sway appointed e leader today. ask mi other dae when i am more alive ba. else i felt like i am not doing my work le. super slack.

later meeting li go find charms. ar.. ya.. 6 of us, my sisters (shld be) setting up a online shop seeling accessories like necklace, earring,"braceles" & tops. mainly shld be on necklace n tops first till we familize wif e making of earring n "braceles".

e idea cum out one night when i was wif her. & she mention tat agar on dis idea. since she aso learning to make all dis too. so we ch0p ch0p gather e rest of my sister. & all shld be steady le. next tues meeting, then we tok thru e details.

so... people.. be sure to giimme ur utmost support when it is established :D h0pe to be able to earn PROFIT after maybe gimmie half a year to spread e news around.. & if e business is not bad, we can hire a push-cart n hopefully can rotate to look after e shop ar.

yesterdae working was BORED. almost every station got peopl to pei. Becoz yesterdae got quite afew of newbie came for training. But none came up to pei mi sia. even usher got 3 pple lor. sadded. but nvm. i kept myself v busy by taking stock. packing stuff. read newspaper. & my "boss", shen yang came wif 2 Rp pple to cum support mi ar. so i sort of got pple to pei mi awhile. then 6pm got 2 pple cant. so i early log off :x

&... i start to slack around walking here n thr . chat wif beeyan n winnie. & angeline came up to find me to tok 2.. Hope she is feeling better ar.. everyting will be Okay de, i believe.

sSuper sian, tml workin at l4, 8am to closing. But is quite ren na0 sia. coz 1am got 2 pple, closing is mi n shafiul. hA.. old bird.so i will hab a g0od time 2 :)

then sat is miting my hUbby =D & i plan to c0ok for him bec0z he c0mplain s0me0ne v l0ng ddnt c0ok s0up for him le. so hab to ask mummie first. i dun h0pe he end up in "diaharre" :x

i am waiting for my weEkend.. w0oo..

2006-11-22T17:39:00.000-08:00

w0rk yesterdae from 11am to ab0ut 9pm. initially is miting e girls t0 go n tok. then last min cancel. then no0ne inform de sia. wait until i call e stupid d0g then i kn0w sia -_-""

anyway, g0od chance for mi to catch up wif wendy =) been so long since i last saw her.. she went d0wn to find metta then happening i aso working ar. then makan "dinner" t0gether ar.

anyway, so sian ar. like so many g0od managers g0ing off again. christ0per t0ld mi he already gif le. then next tues last dae le. i was like "ar.. so fast?" but actually is i ddnt w0rk often, as quite alot of them already kn0w le. then danny de date aso confirm le. kidd aso confirm will leave s0on since letter already given le. then tink lawerance & sulaimin is aso confirm going aso le. then l5 at night not enough staff. so take it as helping christoper for e last time =)

but time is fast at l5. better than l9 lorz. then somemore got pple to tok. especially winnie ar. boring or free then go in ka-jiao her. then realise tat christoper n sulaimin quite crappy de. but then, t0o bad last time dun hab much opp0rtunity to work wif them ar.

anyway,r0tting at sch0ol n0w. my head is kinda hurting still. not enough sleep i guess. weekend is here le. i hope to faster get back to my fyp le.

sianazation to e core.

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i hope tat e effort u are doing is worth for ur guy. bec0z i dun h0pe ya going back to e h0le. finally tings are peaking up for u. s0 h0pefully, he will be faithful t0 ya ar

2006-11-21T08:40:00.000-08:00

very bad m0od. not in e sense of angry. but upset. i juz wan to hole myself up at my bedroom. maybe i can eat n sleep.eat n sleep. then i wont keep tinking of it. why does such aso hab to be a cycle? is there a dae when thr is juz "no more"? make it worst tat thr is not much private time together to tok about e issue. isnt e main purpose of today? when there is alot of tings i wan to blog down. but i juz duno how to write down in words.

i ddnt slept much yesterdae night. slept at 12am+ n woke up at 3am+ after seeing e msg, i couldnt sleep althught i was yawning furiously.

become a dead cat in sch after tat. time seem pretty fast t0dae after sch0ol. sch0ol is a torture. my friend aso can see i v restless. tink my grade for todae will tell ba. but still, i manage to laugh real g0od todae. thank to my crappy friends. unknown to them, i am in a seriously depressing m0od. onli one girl friend know about it.

where is e dae tat both will "diffuse" together? ddnt tok much aso. e cuddling seem to make mi feel better abit for tat while. TAT WHILE. after tat, i am bck to my yucky m0od.

tml meeting my girls. y0ng n li. tings will be definately better when i mit them.

my blog are depressing. tink maybe e owner is in depression. is interlink, ya? i seem like a loser. why does all e happy tings keep moving away frm mi? my fairy godmother, ya heard my complain?

hopefully it is e LAST TIME

am i 2 "chidlish" or are u arent tat mature as ya are? one time, two time, three time,four time...i dun hope thr are anymore becoz both are tired.

2006-11-15T22:55:00.000-08:00

is so bored in school. there is nothing in see much in blogs and i dun relly feel like doing my fyp. my position is not good. because i see my teacher when i look up. and similarity, she will definately spot mi when i am not listening becoz i will be typing on my laptop.

good ting i learn in this scholl is that i learn e without seeing my screen. this is especially useful when i wan to "act" i listen in class and want to chat or blog.. which is also wat i am doing now =)

fyp weeks seem getting shorter but our work njot been improving.

later going to see movie. "casino royale" with boi at viv0. hope it wont end 2 late becoz tml still got school and e show is at 9.40pm sia.

more sian is tat i am working tml and till closing. luckily is at e2max then. can slack abit ar..

i tink i getting lazier n lazier. work 2 daes aso complain sia.. cant blame. work there is more boring these daes. hopefully jasline will be at usher at l9 tml and jeff 2~ then i got kakais to tok sia.. :x

2006-11-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

Okay. i have been slacking way 2 long. so i decide to update abit ar.

nothin much during these period. working (weekly) , schooling (almost daily) miting my friends n sister n of course my boi (alternate days).

went off from work early today. work onli 4hrs. 11am to 3pm. bec0z i got test. so nid to rush back woodland. & i also went off earlier. about 2.40pm. but scare i late ma. becoz e journey frm orchard to woodland is s0ooo long. hate taking e red line mrt sia.so many stops n duration is so freaking long especially when no seat to sit. it reali is a torture having to stand up holding my laptop, plastic bag wif my dirty clthes. by the time i reach woodland. i felt so sleepy n my back hurts. i tried to stand up straight to make my backbone straight so tat i wont hunch back when i am old. :x

anyway, working is quiet today. work wif adeline. and another guy, duno wat name came at 2pm. anyway. he is quite humorous la.. nice ar. crappy to work with althought afew min.

anyway. everyone is like so "kan chiong" bec0z got VIP from oversea going to see how our operation works. then eve, managers like clean here n there. but i heng heng manage to leave before they come.

anyway. manage to reach school on time n manage to did my test quite okay. then rush home again to bathe n went out to mit ah ru. regret telling her i will be late becoz it result tat i waited for her 20min lorz~ somemore my back is so aching still hab to stand thr n wait.

then, rot, see.. makan then lastly, ben n jerry ice cream n r0t. & we sae wan to go clubbing, pool, bowling,manjong together. so u dun better forget ar. else i will ask ling to whack u sia~

additionally, hab a super g0od chat wif boi yesterdae. is reali like a enjoyable chat n tok session ar. new resolution ::.. save about $2300 to go taiwan next year. maybe going wif his cousin n her bf :) since his cousin n her bf know better taiwan than us. maybe can go together ar :)

so now....

i hab to scrimp n save... for my target :)

2006-11-04T09:28:00.000-08:00

dis daes v moody. probably due to my "auntie" got irriated and upset over matter easily. but i guess like noone know. probably my hiding of my mood is still tat g0od ar.

i hab change. HAB. i know it. but i hope tat doesnt affect anyting. i dun feel sad now le. juz like sian then suan le. ar.. tink i getting stronger ba.. but like becoming abit too "wall" between us le. sometime i juz wan hit u hard on ur head,shake u and hope tat u will know wat i know without any conflicts cuming over.hope e feeling goes away soon. i almost "chong dong" did someting but luckily i hold back n ddnt do any action tat i regret.

i tink i got 2 sides. one v devil. and i human.i dun tink i hab angelic in me anymore..

went to see show wif ling juz now. took a longer route home. i reali cherish e quiet tat i want at certain time tat i know i wont be able to hab when i get home. becoz mommy will definately come around, nagging mi dun play 2 much computer when i hab to do my project. or nag mi for other ting. so i basically dun hab much ability to enjoy much quiet moment ar. except now tat my mommy is asleep, brother playing his game next door.

i will be miting my sister tml. hope tat bring my unhappiness away or she will be able to enlighted mi on any.

2006-10-29T23:11:00.000-08:00

agar r0t around too long le. so ddnt update. actually aso not busy wif wat. work, go out,fyp.

fri

mit up wif my sister, yuhua :) initally wana go to chinatown becoz she wan to get some cheaper foundation. but when we drop off at outram, suddenly she sae wan go vivo city see see so we chop chop change our destination.

is reali alot of people. shops are still okay. not sae alot of shops that attract us. and e w0rst part is, it is v hard to find fast food sia. onli hab long john n burger king. and e long john is so super small. n its already long quene when we reach thr. & we tried to find burger king but give up after tat. now then i know burger king is not open yet -_-" yet they put it inside the directory already. so we walk back to habourfront for mcd becoz she curving for "unhealthy food". and she made cookies for me 2 :) nice~ then we shop around. see afew stuffs attracting me. and e finale, we went to eat ben n jerry and sit outside to see the scenary. tok n tok. nice.

was going to go home n e idoitic mouse call then jio go ktv. so mit her n li after tat. change to see show becoz cheaper n made our way down to cein for DOA - Dead Or Alive. Nice show. Actions i find it nice althought some graphic are abit "over" but overrall, nice show.

after tat, we walk back home frm town. on e way tok n crap. & it is a nice feeling to walk home at night at 4am. surprise bi by calling him becoz he happenly to be on duty. tok awhile n slept. been so long since i last chiong midnight show :)

sat

went to mit bi after he book out. went to find his mummy to get e car becoz plan to go gelyang to eat supper. slept n wake up to see benchwarmer wif his brothers n gf. went to "dou jiang you tiao" to eat. find it okay onli. last time eat tink nice. but now eat find it ok. tink maybe i eat until cystal jade de xiao long bao tat why realise theirs lose so much :x becoz so "soup" inside e xiao long bao de. not nice. :x

sun

went to mit ling for cycle. not my dae as i got a yucky bike. is so hard n tiring to peddle n i reali peddle so slow tat i can be on e same speed as pple walking. -_-"" but ling is well so she peddle so fast tat i constantly lost sight of her so i took reali my "US time" to cycle. :x went to eat subway. e whole dae eating subway. breakfast eat subway wif bi n his family then lunch again.. but dun mind. becoz its nice. juz tat erm.. it abit pricey ah. then she pei mi go down "raffles" to return remote control to the cable scv. & we went to suntec and walk thr around trying to get to "raffles" then tell her is at raffles mrt thr cum out then realise it is not so near walkin over. so went to take MRT. and finally found it. thank alot girl for accompany me althought u are 3/4 dead. :X

super tired now. later habing my test. i wana go off faster n mit my boi for dinner. then can rest ah. will try to go n sleep b4 12am tonight. promise.

2006-10-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

finally tml hoildae. but then, i still hab to w0rk. no work = no $$. for e sake of $$, i hab to xi sheng my sleep n wake up early. i realise i becoming quite a pig le. e onli time i lookin forward is bedtime sia. :x guess tat fri when i do closing almost kill me. i am so dead tired. went home, bathe, pack my stuff and made my way to bi hse. lock outside becoz they lock e door from inside but juz nice his mum came n unlock e door when i was gg to call bi.

ar.. weekend spend still so-so. definately can do better n space for improvement.

i am looking forward to dis sunday again. becoz i can go cycling again. dun wan to do my fyp. no m0od for tat sia. but i tink i hab to start showing some result else my supervisor will sae dis n tat again.

i like emo song. they are filled with e most meaningful messages within.

anyway, my ipod revive. die on fri when i reach bi hse. totally cant open, then my bro msn today told mi my ipod suddenly is working n charging again. yipee.

& i tink i hab 2 much heaty stuff. thoart abit uncomfortable. shld be e choco ice cream i ate + e 5 tarts of flavoured cheese + shi ing chix i ate at IMM. wat a sin. i going to be firm to diet le. today diet plan goes well.. i wan thin thin without e excessively fats days~

2006-10-15T18:43:00.000-07:00

i am feeling alot better..i hope? maybe i am overreacting, but i duno.. t0k to ling juz n0w.. tink is reali juz gals n guys tinking different ba.. i hope time will heal e pain. & maybe i can forget about it becoz i can imagine out e image. i guess wat is dis type of loss feeling le.. & like u duno how to move, react and unsure of both anymore. when ur expectati0n is high, guess its e results. i alway hab a "confirm" answer on him, but after dis, i reali duno wat mre heartbreak news i can take.. & i reali cant i realise.

but.. i am touched in another sense. haxi.. is juz a "mao dun"

2006-10-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

i am in my worst m0od now.. maybe onli one will know wat i meant and another one will know wat happen after tat..

is like a cycle.. cuming again n again. but i DUN WAN it. its reali a mind-torture. totally bruised t0 the c0re. am totally disappointed.TOTALLY. but.. wat u said.. is like different. ar.. i dun0 wan to tink positively or negatively. maybe is reali, we shouldnt have know each other so fast. n it will save mi my heart break. & e thought of it will instantly activate my tears.

there are 2 many thoughts but not fang pian to write down ba. we tok out after tat. make mi feel so importance but 0ther actions make mi ponder, isnt there is another face to dis tingy. maybe its becoz i take based on myself, which i tink tat if reali someting happen, it is becoz of something. after all, something happen becoz of something isnt it? i keep tinking isnt e fault is in me?

i juz wan to cry myself to sleep repeating dis cycle till i am 2 tired to tink. probably when i hab no more tears to drop, e matter will be g0ne.

anyway, thank lue for being there at e moment =) n my dearest yuhua.

2006-10-10T08:52:00.000-07:00

came back after a day of searching for present for boi little brother's birthdae dis thurs. went to marine square to look for "bob" short ah. firstly.. we went to makan : Subway.. been so long since i last eat tat after jude left cathay ah. becoz he is my "motivation" to eat becoz he eat almost everytime. then seeing him makan, i aso will go n buy my wrap.but since he left, i hab forgotten nor hab e curving to eat tat..

anyway, i order the turkey breast 6 nich de. e persons serving me hab a tink indon accent which make mi v hard to understand wat he is toking. to0k him to repeat afew times b4 i could get wat he meant :x and boi order his meatball. his was nice. mine is juz normal ar but still.. nice =)

he couldnt resist any more to take a bite of the oat bread but luckily i still manage to take a snap :x
Mine turkey breast. i duno they still were ask us whether we wan to re-bake e bread again in e oven. seem i reali updated. but it taste nicer becoz abit "crispy" ah

and us :) liike been so long since we hab photos together. i realise i do not hab much photo of him nor us. so i will start to remember to take photos of US from now on. and coincidently, he aso hab e same thinking ba. purposely brought his digital camera out sae "capture more moment of us ma.." =)

went to ripcurl de shop at marine square but couldnt find any suitable de. either is no size or not nice enough. but e guy tat was serving us was good. took e extra effort to help us find :)

then, we went over to his "competitor" since we couldnt find any in ripcurl to quicksilver. & e guy. not sure his name. probably is martin based on the receipt's cashier name was exceptional helpful. help us search e size as e shop dun reali got tat small size. then help us compare among the other size to ensure that it w0nt be 2 loose. & v attentive to our needs. so i wana write a compliment letter to e company to compliement him. even boi sae he reali deserve it :)

and i am still cracking my brain how shld i do my shopping cart. i left tat final part & hope to get it done b4 nt monday. my supervisor is not e "ok-ok" type sia. spoilt my weekend tat i hab to chiong to squeeze coding out le when i duno wat to squeeze out.

2006-10-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

feel so 0ld. after yesterdae cycling wif ling. my body started to ache after a night sleep.my butt n my lower shoulder area. but i hab a great time. althought initally wana to exercise n cut fats. but i did a sin my eating rosti n sausage at village in town. ar.. nvm.. i will do it sme other dae then.. :x

mit up at my hse area n took 196 over. update her over stuff n she also. such gossiping session never fail.. :x

she was not in e best health today; felt like vomiting and stomach & back pain.. n she sae i "ke" her.. sadded..

our zi lian photo.. i realise her eyes are more smaller than mi. so declare tat my eyes are not e smallest among my friends. see.. cant even see her eyes. wahaha.

& of course my own portion zi lian photo 2. my eyebags alway are e outstanding features in photos sia. sadded.

we saw dis huge sandcastle when we are cycling so... cant down n start taking photos..

it is very impressing how they can build such a big castle wif sand.. n it is nice :)

& i wonder when it rains, does anyone cum n cover e sand castle or they will alway hab to rebuild after e rain..

n her sign of half dead victory sign. ha.. no eyes again sia..

went to town go village makan. n went koni went to see books on palmistry. ar.. see so many books. so dun quite understand.. :x

then went window shopping at far east. saw a heels tat i like. n it is v cute. make my feets so little :x but cost $36. so nid to take about it ar.. then she suddenly gt curving for xiao long bao. n we chop chop went over makan. ar.. n i tink i got a bad aura. dun cum n "re" mi ar. i will "make" u fall. ha. ling keep hitting in while we are walking outside wisma. i told her she will hab retribution. n she almost trip awhile later. wahaha.

n she still wan to test my power. keep poking me while waiting for bus. so i put my power on her. she almost fell while going up the bus.@@? i am li hai right. so dun bully me ar, i WILL MAKE U FALL~ *evil*

2006-10-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

mIt uP wif kirk to do my project. ddnt manage to solve everyting habing misfunctional here n there. No error. juz tat it doesnt work properly. going to squeeze my brain juice b4 monday cum.. & totally thank him for helping us ah :)

tAk wif him after tat.. reAlise he reali good guy ah.. ha.. can help my friends to intro them t0 him ah. g0od catch. first time heard him sae about his relationship. reali tink he is a good bf n husband. any0ne wana knw him, tell mi ah.. ha. :x (jk)

*cErtain matter i know is wr0ng n0t to tell. but i tink i rather let e person do e talking. althought it is super gulity n bad for hiding e facts n i knw tat e party after knowing e results after tat will be devasted.ah.. i did not expect e results to be like tat. else i hab rather hope i wont know.."i am on e line"*

tml will be miting boi to buy boi's bro birthdae present after work...hope can find e present ah. else tink i hab to alone go find le..

i hope will be a good dae..

2006-09-30T09:31:00.000-07:00

not my best day today.. i hope tat once i wake up, i will f0rget wat i heard and interpret. i knw e meaning is not tat. but juz tat i guess is juz natural that interpret as tat. i juz wan to be juz myself. let me grow thru e time.

mit up wif yuhua juz now. at bugis. walk aimlessly around e place. saw ljin again. ar.. wif e same clothing.. :z becoz e sae he ddnt went home after clubbing last night. then saw my bro 2. n he still purposely call mi to ka jiao mi sae "i am somewhere where i can see u n u cant see mi" n i reply," u at e celing isnt?" :z

hope e meet clear up ur mo0d. i alway be tat sister tat when u nid me :)

cant fall asleep. super awake. juz now stood by e window staring at e sky. so peaceful. i am looking for e peace somewhere...

2006-09-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

quite tired now. tink i will sleep early. inital plan is to do my fyp project. should be some problem wif e coding which i seriously tink not becoz i copy frm my previous fyp coding and it is working okay.

juz nw mit up wif lijin. ar.. it is quite a surprise tat he ask mi out becoz he sae he ask his friends then they nt free, then since i am free. so go out rot together lorz. was late. quite late sia. about half an hour :x train duration was super long n i almost felt asleep standing up. pei him go makan n he sae mi become more noisy. i take it as a compliment ah. becoz i tink i was 2 quiet last time anyway. went pS to see...

rob -b-hood. by jackie chan n louis koo. thumb up~ funny + touching and abit of action. more to the wen xin type de. & e baby is super cute. i mean reali super. when he look wif e watery eye, ya juz can melt sia. juz wan ta bao him home sia :x then a gentleman him insist to send mi back, and manage to catch my "liao zai" but realise he change alot better from secondary school. tinking mature alot n temper better alot. which is good ah.

will be offically starting my fyp dis weekend, hope i will accomplish my task on time. amen.

2006-09-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

agAin another night of broken sleep. wake up at duno wat time which i dun borther to see e timing. Juz now to try to get back to sleep as soon as possible. duno when will my dis sleeping problem end ah..

juz now went to meet my teacher for my fyp. then is like only e 2nd week and he is expected like we doing on e program onli. super sian ah. somemore i dun tink we are going to expect much help from him becoz he like clearly make his stand that he wont help us on e programming

then he still sae he fail two of e team e last semester. listen le more sian ar..

ar.. dun wan to tink much ah. hope tml i dun nid to work then i can start on my fyp le.

yesterdae went out wif doggy, eat xiao long bao. :) then rot again. initially intend to go find yong. but both are tired. so went home..

ah.. simple day spend..

2006-09-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

School has reopening. And i definately dun look forward to school. Boring lesson, yucky factilitor. wat else can motivate mi go sch? sch f0od does not taste much nice either, freaky far school at woodland, competitive classmates. onli motivation to school probably left that at least got a bunch of steady friends in my class :)

e onli team tat i totally enjoy is today. bEcoz we form our own team - wif yvonne, fangru, wein, li shan , mable n mi.. totally enjoyable n relaxing environment to work. no stress, no pressure. however, e module is Human resources which is so freaky boring and my homework today is write about using a adjective to describe e module. First ting tat come to my mind is "boring" but then, i hab to lie abit ah.. so i wrote "informative" instead. dis one is quite true ah.. alot of information to learn but hardly much register in my brain.

tml will be working. super sian. becoz i am down wif abit of sore thoart + flu. n e thought of fyp starting le make mi more super sian.. at least sth tat cheer mi up is tml i will be eating my xiao long bao again. duno who am i miting other than li but juz turn up can "x

dis days i keep waking up about 4am+. yesterdae woke up at 3.51am. super tired. seem like a long time since i last slept a full one. tink e onli time i slept full is at boi hse. tink my hse feng shui not good or wat. i mean my bed position. boi told mi to shift my position. but my room is too small n my bed length is longer than e room breath, so i cant shift e another way. boi sae my bed position quite bad. becoz like facing e door. like chinese will tink not good, becoz like coffin like tat ah. hope i can sleep well tonight..

i juz looking forward to my weekend... n i wan go excerise~

2006-09-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

counting down 2 daes to reopen school. si bei sian ah. like haven reali enjoy then hab to go back school le. somemre is on thurs. how cum they dun wan next monday then reopen sia. 2 daes aso stingy sia :x

yucky work. due to tat missing cash in e float. sway sway i e opening staff sia. shortage about $100+ in e another float. i aso duno how cum. ddnt change in tat float aso. dun tink is yesterdae closing e problem. shld be in between somebody took e money. tink if they still cant figure oout e money, then nid to see e cctv. i aso dun care ah. i ddnt take. lets them settle e problem. hope it wont cum n borther mi can le :x

initally meeting them play manjong. but that doggy lazy sia. last min sae dun wan again. so ddnt play. nvm. chatted wif boi juz now. he sae i v noisy. but i dun tink so le. juz tat today got too many cork up to complain onli.

at least on a happier mood, my next class hab quite an number of friends in it. totally about 10 of them out of 25. even fangru is same wif mi. so arh.. we same class for a year n a half le. ha.

tml will be a happier day for mi. miting boi n his mummy go makan. hope it will take away all e problem ")

2006-09-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

random photos..

yong doggy - ting ting. e fur super nice to touch n v guai sia. dun bark de..

mi n ling e piggy face at e ktv.. outdated le.

e earring tat i sae i wana post up e photo. cute right? wif e voodoo dolls :x

yong 2nd dog.. guai aso. dun bark de.. n she more greedy ar. ha. got f0od, she will chiong over sia..

and... lastly...

my boi act cute photo. taken quite some time ago but ddnt post up. so put up now..

juz nw went to see "little man" wif jeffery. super lame n funny show. as wat metta sae.. abit dirty de show but funny ar..

now then realise most of my friends like hanging around cein. normally i dun see any of my friend at town but today i saw e highest number of people. now i knw where they hiding - ceinleisure. when i not working, i dun reali cum to cein ar, so tat y i ddnt see them ar :x

firstly saw kirk outside e building and saw him again inside e building, then saw zhi qiang wif a pretty girl at b2. then saw mable n her rp friend. then saw donald at e busstop when going home.

intend at first dun wan go home so fast becoz suddenly feel so super high and wan to chiong e night. but all my kakis dun wan come out or i ddnt call some of them becoz 2 late le. then they not convience last min so late cum out ba..

so came back home n rot.. wif my laptop..

sweet dreams.. n when i wake up soon.. i will see my boi aagain.. more sweet.. :)

2006-09-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

gReat weekend spoilt bY my "auntie"

n it is e first time tat i experience such immerse pain sia. flip all different types of position seeking for a comfortable settlement in my tummy but failed. luCkily ch0u was wif mi to provide mi sweetness althought i am in torture ar.. luckily after a sleep, my tummy become better alot. no more pain le. tink his mummy tink i am a pig ar.. sleep le wake up, makan then sleep again :x ha. but it is reali painful n e best way not to feel it is to zZzz.... n once again.. boi was inside again now doing his duty but i will see him promptly again at 6pm tml :)

slept over at his house yesterdae n hab an enjoyable time together. tok stuff. althought thr is no problem. but guess girl juz like to hab such little toking session wif her b0i. n hab total 100% in dis relati0nship ya? :)

later miting jeff go see frostbite.. free tix :x althought dun feel like gg out, but i promise him le n tix aso taken le. so go n see then. at least my sat w0nt be tat boring ar.

sch starting nt thurs. super sian. i haven complete my Pp project. nid to buck up le la. dun wan push again to e next hoildae le :x

= = sign off = =

2006-09-15T23:35:00.000-07:00

") laptop pr0blem solve le.. reformat my C drive.. luckily my d drive ting still intact. forget some of my Pp stuff in C drive n i forget to take before i reformat.. so now is gone le ar.. suan le la. at least still can do back.. y0ng pei mi to school. bring her for a little tour around my school. play some board game while playin f0r my laptop..
then pei her g0 visit her friend in tan tock seng hospital. her friend had a accident. motorcycle accident. not tat bad ar.. based on wat her friend sae, just fly over n "hug" e tree. then his head bang onto e tree. see he can crap all tat.. dun see tat bad ar.. but duno how cum, he like e hospital so much.. dun wan discharge. still argue wif e nurse wan to stay in more days. buay tahan ar. but in e end, reali no problem, e nurse aso dun0 wan admit him as wat so send him home le.
back to yong hse go fetch her nephew. went makan wif them n li after tat. intend go manjong le.. but go back her hse. see tv all tat become quite late le. then after tat i n li went mcd to tok..
todae too many surprising news le. ha. gossip. nid time to digest.
mooncake festival is here again. wat i look forward is go malaysia buy their mooncakes. becoz theirs alway alot of "pattern" n new flavors de .. :x shld be gg wif my boi in e following week :)
tml got hall rental. nid to work at 7.30am sia. super sian. becoz now based on e time (12.19am) i confirm not enough sleep le. hope can tahan till 6pm. then will be off to mit my boi..*sweet*
hAppy dae tml :)

2006-09-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

back frm my diving trip.. dis time is enjoy it sia. maybe my buoyancy is better le.. i wont float around or sink too much.. know better how to control my buoyancy :) n becoz of dis.. did not cause much trouble to e rest.. esp to boi :)

saw trigger fish, box fish (look like box based on wat boi sae becoz i onli see a brief moment) , puffer fish (super cute becoz they aso got fin on top n on e bottom) , turtle (super big), jellyfish (quite alot), hermit crab, bumphead parrot fish, eetc.. agar remember afew. ddnt manage to take pix becoz dun hab underwater camera. hope my instructor will send over :)

greatest award is see e turtle. heard frm my instructor tat it is permanent de resident at thr de.. saw it during my night dive. follow it for a distance before it went up to breathe. graceful n peaceful creature. n saw small fishes below e turtle cleaning up his body ba..

night dive was starting scary becoz tinking tat u cant see onli frm e limited light frm a torch. but after we went down. actually not tat bad. still can see e people. probably there are above 7 of us n e light around keep e area around us lighted ba..

next dive area will be probably rendang. but wont be dis year.. all are broke le sia. i wan go tioman 2 :)

result are out. fyp grade pass althought i expected better. e rest of my module are above my expectation n i am happy wif it :)

repair my laptop wif accompany from fangru. thank ger :) no choice but to reformat. heard frm e staff tat quite alot of pple aso kana e virus. n probably e best solution is to reformat. e solution i try to find in internet seem too complicated for my understanding. virus is about chinese site search engine. CnsMin de. super hard to get rid. my program cant delete off becoz e process are running hidden in e laptop. so like no solution to get it off althought it said to juz delete e related application n files.

nua-ing at home dis few daes.. n i totally enjoy it.. busy wif work, etc e past few weeks. so habing a few daes at hme is enjoying.

hab a arguement wif my dad juz now over trival matter. like my mum wan to juz see thse sneak preview for e show for tml n he was like quite irrated becoz his show is doing soon. n those sneak preview for juz a few second. e most he miz out is e show song part onli which i doubt he will be interested to see since he has been watching dis show for quite sometime le. then he aso gt check over e channel n e show has not started yet. unwilling, he switch over to let my mum see e sneak n e sneak is not even finish n he juz rudely switch over. i was pissed reali. is like afew second onli. normally my mum will silently let my dad see watever he wan to see e show. n a mere few second sneak he aso dun wan let my mum see? i sae him tat e sneak is not even finish n cant he let mum see finish n he start arguing that tml aso will do, tml aso can see. true, but since ur wife wan to see, cant u juz let her see when ur show haven even started at all? not wanting to argue becoz he will aso not see his wrong, went into my room n play my laptop. he aso was piss, went into another room n clse e door noisly. fine. i dun care either. maybe i not e most filiet daughter becoz i juz simply tahan my dad de mindset n selfishness sometime. he wont to us normally, like if it was mi i wana see, he will switch over n grumble but he will let mi watch finish. but to my mum? he dun even feel wan letting her. yucky.. tink i better shut my mouth up nt time since my mum also dun wan argue much for her right~

never mind. tml will be seeing my boi n he will fill my m0od up :)

2006-08-31T10:13:00.000-07:00

i am back from my ktv sessi0n ; xiao long bao ; gossiping session wif e girls :)

and... the ktv session is very cheap. its at chinatown de... juz $10.. and is 2pm to 7pm.. somemre is free flow of drink n we got to eat "shark fin s0up" .. supposing to sing about 6 hrs but mi n ah ru late and we got lost on our way trying to find e $10 ktv :x it is juz after the k b0x along the small shophouses..

althought the remote controller is abit yucky where it is hard to press but after ling steal e nt d0or to exchange, its is lots better.. e song are not bad.. quite updated..latest song like S.H.E - Chu Dian aso hab + they hab alot of singers that i never see b4 2 :x

still the same old her.. juz that she went into the line of "cutie" le :x

i t0ok dis pix :) am glad that it turn out nice becoz i was often sae i t0ok yucky pix!! :x

guess she miz me 2 much that why she sticking wif mi so tight :x

see? i am so "tou ru" into my song and she was probably juz looking thr her master piece of her self take photos :x

she was 2 bored waiting for her song to come that she slept... ha.. nope.. she ddnt sleep.. she juz concentrating listening to us singing :P

after dis.. ru went home and left mi n ling slacking around.. went to eat e all time favourite xiao long bao (janz, ya jealous ma? :x) n went shopping.. n she being e devil again keep psychoing me to buy e earring which i keep saying.. n I.. fall to her trap and brought e earring.. ar.. dis will be e onli item that i am going to buy dis month.. it is very cute.. it hab a voodoo dolls on each earring.. sweet :) will upload e pix nt time ..

and went to play acarade at cein.. house of the dead.. manage to make it to the 3rd level before we die.. and play bomberman 2.. ar.. ddnt make it to the 1st king and both die.. ha.. both commit sucide too often le placing e bomb within us n a wall :x

& .... we went to eat cake at cartel n gossiping.. ar.. and i knw a bery shocking news.. ar.. tink she knw what i meant becoz i now still cant find it hard to accept e ting :x

& will be miting xhua, ling n e 2 huis next tues :) gathering again.. more ok?

2006-08-30T11:10:00.000-07:00

w0oo0.. later will be miting ling n ru go out :) been so long since i last saw them..especially e idoitic ru sia.. forever like so busy sia.. PUI

juz now working wif e newbie, lesile, at l9. he do closing while i until 1am. not as bad as what they sae ar.. been too slow but i guess its probably new tat why ba.. but not bad ar.. can click wif him, at least can tok.. not tat b0red.. somemore juz now jeffery aso w0rking at e2max.. g0t another pers0n can crap with..

& i thought ah pun will change e mind to cum down after all it is tiring to made all e way from jurong to town after he book out but he still did.. sweet :)

crowd juz now was okay.. at least e show timing is good. 12am last show for mi then all e way is 1am+ then got show.. so i got enough time count my cash.. help to wash up n top up nice nice for him..

will be getting the new cathay t-shirt s0on.. juz now tok wif danny then know is he design de :p still tell him sae not nice sia, ha.. juz being honest ar :x once i got my t-shirt.. i take e photo then u tell mi nice anot sia :x g0od ting is that it is micro fibre, so the sweat etc will not be absorbed into the shirt.. and will be more cooling. however, it need to be hand-wash~ so mafan sia..

2006-08-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

uPdate :)

been working hard dis few daes.. arh.. not reali hard.. probably onli yesterdae.. got cr0wd.. weird supposing it is on monday n its a weekdae.. open my station at onli 1pm :x bec0z eve ask mi go "sh0pping" for printer.. firstly went taka, then wisma then back to centrepoint.. -_-"" and it is not on e right route for time saving sia.. supposing shld start at centrepoint instead n walk down.. and not e another way round sia.. normally i will be glad to do e service but i was not in e best health to walk around yesterdae.. so kind of become sianzation for mi..

called up xiao gou to complain n ask her for direction.. couldnt find e neccessary stuff at taka n wisma so make my way to centrepoint.. n eve found e stuff to be too expensive.. and ask mi to go back -_-""

luckily pun called while on e way baCk n listen to my complain n ease my wu liao ness :x

initally is miting e girls.. but after some readjustment, not miting le.. so went to makan wif my pun :)

* if ya living so hard in ur relationship, constantly quarralling, and ya personally sian of it.. is it reali tat hard to give up on e relationship? wan to give up but because of the period together, u restrain and keep tat thought inside u holding it down..
if previously ya break up because of a certain reason, do you think dis time without solving the problem, you will be able to go thru it?*

e statement above is not saying about mi obviously, becoz i did not hab a break up before n we are still tat strong n sweet :)

but juz tinking thru after hearing people situation. tink it maybe reali hard to give up but was wondering how many times a person will tries before they will totally give up?

mm...

dis week going for my advanced theory n pool session.. hope to get it over fast wif e diving.. i not reali tat looking forward to diving althought i wan to be in e underwater world again.. ar.. mao dun .. :x

working tml again... but... since my boi wana cum down to makan wif mi.. then it will be another day to look forward :)

* sweet 2 yeArs n 3 mths... more to cum, ya?* muack:)

2006-08-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

b0ring dae at work.. and here i am back.. initially miting jeff for movie.. but bec0z i ddnt see clearly.. thought i working till 6pm which in fact is 8pm.. so e movie is off..

surprising.. boi is let out again todae.. so mit him for dinner. at first thought wont be miting bec0z is like he dun seem wan to cum to mit mi at my place thr becoz he seem tired.. n i dun mind gg up.. but by e time i go up, will be about 9pm. so thought of suan le.. who know suddenly he call me sae mit mi then surprising he came to cein to fetch me :) kanu saw him but dun recongize.. but went into e same lift but only after staring each other for moment, then they recongize each other sia -_-""

then went my hse thr makan porridge.. n back home.. surprising he call me again before he went to sleep which is not usual.. :) double surprise..

sat gg jB trip cancel so probably watching unimzaru.. my brother sae v touching.. n probably getting staff c0m. so shld be :x dun waste e money ar.. n my brother n his friend will be gg along wif us :) more people, more merrier...

tml will be gg to celebrate li birthdae.. i am juz enjoying my hoildae...

2006-08-22T19:04:00.000-07:00

yEsterdae night went see show wif li and y0ng.. cliCk.. vEry touChing show.. till two of them cry sia.. :x i very touched ar.. but haven reali drop ar.. not i cold blooded sia.. juz tat when cum to movie, wana drop tears, i can "ren" ar.. but if outside anyting happen, then i will reali "xi li hua la de cry" :x

duNo fangru got take e show ma.. if g0t.. i wana take again.. let my boi see.. :x

next weekend gg for e diving advanced pool session n theory le.. frankly speaking.. i scare sia.. like scare go le.. anyting cork up.. my control of buoyancy will it make it dis time? mainly is tat ar.. then like thinkin hab to keep repreparing e stuff b4 diving everytime abit sian ar.. especially like u wear e full gear.. is super heavy.. tat is e m0st sian part..

yesterdae i still dreamt of swimming in e ocean wif my instructors and friends..(duno whr my boi go? :x) then i still see shit floating in e ocean then i was like keep "ducking" away sia.. :x becoz tat time go diving, aso got see shit in the ocean.. maybe nearby got ship.. then they "put out" wat is directly in e ocean ma :x

hope everyting g0 okay...

later gg see show wif jEff.. super ex girlfriend, they sae not nice.. but since it is free.. then why not :x juz pass time ar..

my bro sae umizru very touching.. tinking wat to see ma :x probably help him take free de for sat :x

lala.. off to work..

2006-08-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

bAck. from work.. and from a movie session wif jennifer. happen both off work at e same time n both hab e curving to watch movie. previously decide on "American Happening" but after listening to bEe yan advice n jeffery comment, we decide to swap to fast n ferious. becoz they sae boring + sae more like comedy to a h0rror show. sInce i paid for a horror show, i dun tink why i wan to see a comedy instead.. -_-"" importantly.. i save my $8. was currently v broke.. not reali no money but is dun wan take out.. nid to tahan till my nt pay cum. for now.. i got onli $10 till probably e end of nt week which i dun tink is able becoz one of e *bitch birthdae (doggy) so a b0mb will be spend on e birthdae n celebration. but i am alright wif it.. since it is once in a year n definately meant a gathering :)

t0k to my brother e another night when he juz got home from pub. slightly drunk but still thinking properly. sudden dun knw why, he told mi his problems. n i then know how bad is his life around. i alway thought he is most carefree person in my house, earning comfortably n alway going for a drink or movie wif his friends. however, now i reali tong qing my brother life. furthermore, i realise he n me is reali alike in quite alot of ways n situation :x guess certain stuffs, we are meant to get it de :x h0pe reali he is able to find his another part to accompany him for his further path .. and i meant a g0od one for a kind soul like him :)

will not be meeting ling on fri but i tink i will stay at home.. do my project n do some house chores. especially e amount of clothing that need to be iron keep compiling up everydae..

lastly, dedicated to Mr Kopi Kia since he will be returning army later.. based on now is 16/8/06 at 12.42am. zu ni hao yun.. d0n die inside ar :x

2006-08-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

t0dae my presentation dae for my fyp ma..

and it can be sae tat it failed in e program. lots of stuffs supposing ddnt run thru our mind while doing e program. error here n there suddenly in e presentation gives us cold sweats sia.. is reali scary like when u click on e button, and u duno whether a error will appear on e next moment especially it is loading so slow.. bec0z normally loading so slow = error. but luckily nt all e pages have error.. but rather afew.. and quite alot of that our validation ddnt do well to check e cases..

juz h0pe tat we will pass.. and then we can jolly well put dis project down n move on to e next project.. After dis lesson, i believe i can do better wif e next project taking consideration of e error occuring in dis project.

But... currently i feel reali a burden off my back.. then after tat nid to do my Pp project de.. but tat will be more relaxing la.. but hopefully can get it done n get over dis project 2..

will be looking v forward to sat bec0z i will be gg malaysia again~ seem like i juz go thr last sat n i be gg again dis :x wif boi n alvin ar.. hopefully can go thr kb0x sia.. i wan sing all my lungs out~!

n will be miting ling nt fri 2.. ar.. then will find time to mit up wif my sisters 2~ gtten filled back my lost time of enjoyment :x